Recollection Recap

Basically, I had fun. Some of the sessions were kinda "boring" though. Most of us were doodling on our notebooks or the doodling on the pieces of papers we have, some were scribbling words to satisfy our boredom, some were playing "paper games" too. You know, typical paper games such us.. "hang man, pen fight(?).. and many more"

DAY ONE

Miss Malayas a.k.a. ATE IRIS.

PATOK. Balita ko may kamuka daw akong teacher niyo sa school..
si mrs. abreu DAW. hahaha! *laugh*

She was our first speaker. She was OK. I liked her activity. The elephant, swan and monkey game.. and the hand activity. We learned more about ourselves. That was my favorite activity. We had a lecture about uniqueness. We also talked about JOhari's window. What else?... We were looking forward to our snacks actually. Uhm, We had a revelation thing going on.. "I was hurt.. when you.. blablabla..

We had a test on our SELF ESTEEM. I'm such a low self esteemed person. Guess What.. I got -2. TAKE NOTE. my score is negative. HAHAHAHAHA!! 23-25. REALLY LOW. Most of my scores were 1. =p

What else.. we had an affirmation activity. I was touched by the hearts I got. HAHAHA. Weird nga nun eh. HAHAHA. =p

We wrote a letter for our class, III- Katarungan. Miss Malayas' tallied down the students who were noisy, sleeping and were not listening. HAHAHA.=p

=) After that, we had a praying session. It was really really quiet. In the middle of our praying session. Somebody.. F*rted =P LOL.

Hmmm.. During that night. We got 2 SAD FACES. how EMBARRASSING. Hahaha. We're the only ones who got two sad faces. =p I don't know why we were so full of energy that night. HAHAHA!

DAY TWO.

We had a confirmation. I feel the relief within me after the confession. We also did a dialogue.. a conversasion with GOD. That was one of my favorite activities too. We talked about CONSTANT COMMUNICATION..

After this activity, we talked about F-A-M-I-L-Y. I liked the story of Brother Kirby. It strucked me. I was inspired by the story he told us. It was really sad.. but at the same time.. it touched our hearts. =p

And then, we had a presentation that was watched by our parents. HAHA. It was really cool. Nikee's powerpoint presentation is really nice. =) I guessed it touched the hearts of everyone. The song was suitable for the powerpoint and the "theme" of our activity.

We also had a one on one with our parents. I got disappointed with the fact that my father could not come because of his work. I'm not really disappointed, just.. kind of sad. =( But its OK, at least my mom was there. =P

Everyone was active and participative during the mass. I also like the prayer of the parents to their daughters which was read by Dominque's mom, and the prayers of us to our parents which was read by Dominique. The food that were served during dinner were good compared to the food we eat when our parents were not there.



We had MENTORING TALK TOO. Which was actually my MOST FAVORITE ACTIVITY.

We did our project during the mentoring activity. We were doing our project when it wasn't our turn to talk to the teacher. We also saw an insect that is "camouflaging". hahaha. We also saw a praying mantis. THE INSENT FLEW AND STICKED TO MY PANTS. The good news is, IT WAS HARMLESS. hahahahaha! =p



I was scared at first when Miss Malayas told us who our mentor was. I was one of Miss Malayas' students. I was scared because, she might ask a lot of questions and then, if I don't answer properly, something terrible is going to happened. It turned out to be SO FUN. Really!! We were laughing all the way. HAHAHA. I told her why we had 2 sad faces. =p We joked a lot too. I told her a lot of stuff. SHE WAS GREAT. She's such a great mentor. You won't feel pressured when she's asking you a question. =) I alsO told her that I felt that we were like in a concentration camp.. and SHE WAS ADOLF HITLER. Miss Malayas laughed and luaghed and told me hindi ko naman siya kamuka noh! HAHAHA! She's really really COOL. =). When I was telling her about the things I learned during the retreat, I BLURTED OUT A LOT OF STUFF WHICH is really cool. I never expected that it would turn out to be SO FUN AFTERALL. =) She inspired me. I'm glad and I'm thankful that she became my mentor. =)

Each one of us got 9 recitations for being well behaved last night. =p

Miss Sabordo is really cool. I like her as our adviser =). She's becoming close to us, her daughters *wink wink*.. I guess.. =) She's really really nice. =) I enjoyed her company whenever we chit chat with her before we go to sleep. =)



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS DINOOOOO!! =)

After the Retreat



We had finished our project in AP and Chem (investy). We tried and tested our products a while ago.

We went to VIA's place. Hahaha. We played with the "treadmill(?)". HAHAHA. T'was FUN. ;)

We also watched THE PACIFIER and WHITE CHICKS. We weren't able to finish the Pacifier though because it belonged to Via's brother. One of our groupmates.. teased him.. HE GOT SO MAD that he didn't let us finish the movie. =P

I went back to school after THE WHITE CHICKS. I accompanied Charie and Maro. I told my mom to fetch me there. =P I saw Mrs. Dino with so many gifts. =) She seems VERY HAPPY today. =) BUT OF COURSE. Its her birthday today. HIHIHI. =)

I feel sick right now. =P HAHAHAHA. My throat is dry right now. =P HAHAHA. But it's still tolerable. =)

ITS GOOD TO BE BACK HOME. =)

a DATE with GOD :)

I will be having a date with GOD later. Not just me, my classmates will join us too because GOD loves each and everyone of us. Isn't that sweet?.. I guess I won't be updating this for a while because there is no computer there. We have to sacrifice our time too because it is the time to bond with GOD and know him more. :) It is also the time to REST with all our worries and our troubles (like CHEM, GEOM, TRIGO... MEDIA AWARENESS? hahaha! :P). LOL.

I'm staring at my crush's profile in friendster right now. I'm going to miss the times when I would check my account in friendster and chech my crush's profile. HAHAHA. :P

What else?.. HAHA. I'll miss my other friends. But since, my priority right now is GOD, we should sacrifice them first, OUR LIFE IS LONG. Minsan lang tayo makakarest kasama si GOD right?

satisfy my cravings

I FELT THE HORRID WRATHS INSIDE MY STOMACH A WHILE AGO. :( Eeeek. I'm not allowed to eat food which contains oil. Despite the fact that I'm sick, my mom allowed me to eat Mcdo without hesitations. Well, at first, Mcdo was the reason who made me smile, but then, I wasn't able to finish my meal because of the fact that my stomach is hurting me so bad again.
Despite the fact that I'm sick.. I still managed to feel the BLISS of this glorious day.

I learned something new from our Remedial Class in Geometry.
WHAT ELSE?.. I was able to buy some CDS from THE BIG TENT. I was forced to go there because............................................ my one of my friends called me up and told me to come there because.. HAHAHA.

Anyway.. I talked to Miss Platon through PK's cellphone a while ago. I'm not 100 % convinced yet that she is REALLY MISS PLATON.PK told me that she was serious about it. When I told PK that I'm going to ask miss platon if I really talked to the REAL miss platon.. she even insisted me to do that. :P And still, IM NOT YET 100 % CONVINCED. HAHA.
malay mo.. magaling lang tlga sila manloko right?..

We talked about the history of Christianity yesterday. I pity those Christians who were executed by the Romans. It makes me so proud to be a believer of God when we talked about Christianity during AP period. Gosh, I'm so proud of the people who sacrified their life JUST FOR THEIR LOVE FOR GOD. I'm starting to like AP again. I'm starting to appreciate historical realities now despite the fact that we had to memorize sooo many things and despite the fact that I FAILED MY QUIZ because of THE RIGHT OVER WRONG AGREEMENT . grrrr!!!!!!

IM LOVING IT. Miss Platon said.. its NOT possible..and grammatically incorrect LOL. hahahaha!

grrrr

hay nakoh. nakakaines tlga tong araw na toh. hmff. haha. :P zero ata ako sa AP quiz ko dahil sa RIGHT MINUS WRONG. ano ba yan. OPEN NOTES na nga babagsakin ko pa. I'm so stupid. Hay. Reading ready na ako magquiz sa Chem kanina. Tapos sa Monday pa pala. Haha. OK lang. Nakakaines. Nareceieve ko mga quizzes ko sa Chem. OH NO. I hated them.

i had a hair cut pala last night. Gusto ko kasi straight cut. Ayoko na mag layered. Hihihi. :)

Hay. Grabe talaga nakakaines. Hay. Reco next week ng Kamalayan. Nakoh. I'll miss Miss Platon kasi.. MARAMI NANAMAN PAPAGAWA YUN. haha. JOKE. :)

Gusto ko na mag reco!!! hahaha! :) Kasi naman. I want to have a rest na from the horrid wraths of that I feel with all these HORRID SCHOOLWORKS. :)

They're stressing US out. :P

It's been a while

It has been a very long time since I started going online again. (which is TONIGHT!)

Hmm. A lot had happened from the past few days.

The Kagitingan students had their retreat.
Most of us have been very busy with the recoletters.
I am looking forward to our retreat next week. :)

I'm so excited because we will have the opportunity to rest, to have a break from CHEMISTRY. And of course, We will have the time to bind with God by means of praying and reflecting. :)

I have my book for our book report in English. It's called A Bend in the Road by Nicholas Sparks.

Nicholas Sparks is my favorite author. He writes heart warming book. The books he wrote had written are romantic at the same time adventurous. You would really get excited because of the flow of the story. The thrill and suspense will always be there whenever you read one of his books.

Miss Platon told us about our other project.. the TERM PAPER.
One of the traits that we should have is having THE WILL TO LEARN about new things. :) That's why we are the ones who will choose the topic for the term paper.

I'm digging GEOM and TRIGO as well. I'm starting to abhor BALANCING EQUATIONS in Chem. I'm having fun with stoicheometry but I'm NO GOOD when it comes to balancing DECOMPOSITION equation. :P

MRS. DINO ISN'T MAD AT US ANYMORE. :) She will be celebrating her birthday next week. We might have a surprise party for her but we're not yet sure about it.:P

Anyway.. We will be having a lot of quizzes tomorrow, I haven't studied for PINOY and ENTREP. Ugh. I hate MEMORIZATION. :P I like GEOM better than ENTREP because there are so many things to memorize in Entrep unlike in Geom.. We just memorize the formulas and we will be able to apply it in our Daily Geom Activites. :P LOL.

The Past and The Present

YESTERDAY.

I woke up early to have my pictures developed in Kodak. We need those pictures for our Entrep Documentation project. I had fun during our Geom Sat Classes. We started early because we don't have Chem classes. We were able to concentrate more because we were only few. The Sophomores had their Confirmation yesterday.. so Congrats(?) to them I guess. Hehehe.

I was very problematic last Friday because Via won't be able to join us. Surprisingly, Via lent her camera so that we would be able to spend our time productively. HOW?.. By interviewing some people for our survey. Some people were shy, the famous line of their excuses was "I'm in a hurry right now". We were able to meet and interview Miss Aureada's sister too. :P WHAT A COINCIDENCE.

TODAY

My mom and I went to GATEWAY a while ago. I ate a lot today. :P I MUST GAIN WEIGHT. I ate fries, burger, steak, nachos, tacos.. what else?.. that's all there is.:P NEED I SAY MORE? hahaha. :P

I also bought WILLY WONKA and THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY VCD and GREEN DAY'S ALBUM. COOL. I'm starting to love ROCK MUSIC by now. :P

We will be having a quiz in GEOM and CHEM tomorrow. waah.

GOOD LUCK. :P

Kagitingan will be having their RETREAT tomorrow. :( AWW. bye Gem, Ria, Rhea, BoPeep, Kim B and C.. AND MISS MALAYAS. I'll miss them. hehe. :P

hindi nga?

while browsing through my old blogs to get a topic for my communication exercise in English..

I SAW THIS :

HAPPY NEW YEAAAARRR! :D [01 Jan 200509:12pm]
[ mood tired ]

time runs so faaassstt!! :D and it is already the year of the chicken.. ay joke.. rooster pala.. the guy on tv said that.. this year.. AANGAT ANG PILIPINAS!?

talaga lang hah?.. Eh bakit ang gulo ng takbo ng gobyerno ngayon? Andami pang naghihirap.

TSSS.

Minsan talaga mali mga FORTUNE TELLERS. HAHAHA.

so boring.

hay grabe. it so boring right now. I bet Gem is having fun at the concert of Cueshe right now. Hay. sayang ka GEM. DI MO NAKITA SI SIR TROGO KANINA. HAHA. Sir waved at us in a funny manner a while ago. AWW. I miss sir trogo.

when i got home. SOMEONE texted me. HAHA. patok nga eh. OI MAGTEXT KA NAMAN.. WALANG SILBI NA YANG FONE MO" something like that. HAHA. akala ko nung una wrong send. then that person told me. wala raw siyang makatext. TSSS. :P

PAST IS PAST.. right? :P

grabe talaga. excited nanaman ako pumasok sa school tomorrow for SATURDAY CLASSES.. and.............

HEHEHE.

pls pray for my tito. his undergoing an operation kasi.

AUN. sana masolusyonan namin tong problema na toh. tong video cam na toh. sana.. MACONVINCE NAMIN SI VIA NA SUMAMA SAMIN. hehehe.

we need her. and the cam. nakasalalay ang project namin sa video cam kc eh. hahaha. :P

argh to this day

Ang weird naman ng title ng entry na ito. Just got home from school. I had a stressful day today. Grabe. Hahaha.

So, kaninang umaga, I wasn't able to go to the chapel right away because NATURE SUDDENLY CALLED MY NAME. (hahaha!)
I thought I was going to be late for English because I had a hard time flushing the toilet. Surprisingly, our toilet was "broken".. Kailangan ko pa mag igib ng tubig at ilagay ang tubig sa balde para lang maflush ang toilet. HAHA.

Tapos, there was no electricity the floor namin, as in yung, 2nd floor. Ang weird nga kasi we are the only floor which doesn't have electricity. I was happy during English because, after 10 years, WE HAD ANOTHER KOKOLOGY SESSION. Finally. Grabe. First Question ni miss " how many steps do you think the staircase has all the way down?.. i told her 1000. HAHA. Kung gaano raw karami yung steps na pinili ko all the way down.. ay yung impact ng BAD MEMORIES mo. GRABE. Laki nun ah. Pero sabagay, madalas kasi ako mag recall ng past memories at madalas ko talaga na rerecall mga masamang nangyari sa akin. Tapos, may minention pa siyang voice thing. We had to choose between WEEPING, MOANING and.. i forgot the other one eh. BASTA PINILI KO WEEPING. The book said that, if you hear WEEPING VOICES, pag may problema tayo, we seek for help from other people. Basta something like that. Yung third question, what would you do kasi nga dba tinawag name mo, its either, search for the one who's calling you, run away right away. OR. you just freeze to death. My answer is I would seek for the one who's calling out my name. HAHA. Miss Platon said that we are so brave, it means that, we seek solutions for the problem we encounter. Yung second chose, we try to stay away from the problem. Nakalimutan ko na yung meaning nung last one eh. HAHA. During Entrep, we talked about our financial report. Hmm. Then nung recess, nalaman ko na HALF DAY si gem. nakakaines. :( nung chem, binagsak ko yung quiz. GRR. I'm not listening to Mrs. Torralba's instruction very well. :( Nakakahinayang talaga. Wala pa nga pumapasok sa utak ko nung nagdiscuss siya kanina.. BALIW. Tapos nung GUIDANCE, we talked about our I.Q. test. I didn't understand the scoring of the test eh. HAHAHA. :P

DURING GEOM, nakuh. Mrs. Dino reprimanded us a while ago. There were a lot of teachers who reprimanded us today. :( Hay nakuh, Mrs. Dino told us, that we are becoming so unrully, TAPOS. GALIT TLGA SIYA. :( She didn't even discuss our lesson. She just told us to read and answer the exercise in our lecture part. TSKTSK. :( Sana nung nalabas na niya galit niya, sana mawala na yung galit na yun sa amin. hay. :( Nacoconsciensya nga ako sa kanya kanina kasi feel ko isa ako sa mga taong pinagsasabihan niya na totally pasaway. :(
OK naman kaninang AP at Pinoy. We talked about some ROMAN emperors. :( NAKAKASHOCK si CALIGULA.Imaging, naging konsul ba naman ang KABAYO nya. What is a konsul?. EH DBA YUN YUNG PRESIDENTE.? WOW. Ano kayang nagawa ng kabayong yun para sa ROME? :P Hai. Pero I pity Caligula kasi may mental health problem pala siya. :( Ang morbid kaya niya! HINIHIWALAY NIYA YUNG KATAWAN NUNG PUSA. ewww. :( Tapos si NERO naman, NANALO NG LAHAT NG GOLD MEDALS. kasi.. WALANG PUMUNTANG KALABAN. KALA KO NAMAN SOBRANG GALING NIYA. Yun pala, natakot sa kanya mga kalaban niya. :P

Nung uwian.. nabadtrip ako kc, WALA KAMING VIDEO CAM FOR THE PROJECT. It's not that I'm blaming VIA for that.. pero.. kasi naman. :( asa kanya nakasalalayang project namin eh. :( Kaso may dancing lessons pa siya. :( Hay nakuh. :( Namroroblema na nga kami kung pano yun kasi. the deadline of our project is NEXT NEXT week already. We will be having our retreat pa.. tapos di naman pwede yung mga tao ng weekdays kasi syempre mag-aaral pa naman. :(

GRABE TLGA.

___ OUT ___

2..day ngaun

nakakaines. as usual. di ko nanaman siya nakasabay. IS IT BECAUSE.. i'm always expecting na makakasabay ko siya? HAHAHA. cguro nga naman. HAHAHA. FAT CHANCE. its either.. TOO LATE NA. or.. IT IS STILL TOO EARLY. nakakaines noh?..

So.. TODAY. Hindi ko siya naabutan kasi, I WOKE UP LATE THIS MORNING. I was in a panic mode already. HAHA. Suddenly, when I turned on the TV, Nadistruct ako sa FAIRLY ODDPARENTS. EH, SOBRANG FAVORITE SHOW KO YUN.. kaya medyo tumagal ako sa kitchen.

Pagpasok ng school, there was a "traffic jam" near the screening gate. WHY? it is because of the SWIPE2X system. SUSKO. Siksikan mga tao. Parang mga 7 ako nakarating sa school pagdating ko ng classroom moments of silence na. Usually nagstastart yun at about 7:10 - 7:20. HAHA. Grabe. I guess the swipe swipe system is not a good idea for us. I don't know. We're not just used to ie yet. Maybe it requires some time. Next time, I'm sure maayos rin yan. Dati.. riot rin sa canteen pero ngayon, nagimprove na rin naman siya. :P

Hindi kami nag computer ngayon kc today yung FOOD SALE namin. Naging OK naman foodsale namin kasi ubos mga tinda namin. Mejo nakakapagod nga lang maghabol ng customers. :p

Pagbalik sa classroom, WE WERE ALL DEAD TIRED. As in super exhausted. haha. Nakakapagod nga naman mag set, magbenta, maghabol ng customers at maglinis ng kalat. :P

During Lunch Time, we were allowed to eat in our respective classrooms because most of the tables of the canteens are wet DUE TO THE RAIN.

We had a long test in AP. Grabe. Ang saya2x ko kasi, May ANGEL dun sa assignment ko. I got a passing grade sa LONG TEST. ang saya tlga. Tapos nung CHEM, nakakabaliw si MISS TORRALBA kasi super daming diniscuss. Luckily, I was able to understand the lesson in a rapid manner. KASO. Yung last seatwork, NAGRUMBLE RUMBLE na utak ko. EWAN ko ba. Nagmalfunction siya na namental block. HAHA, KAKABALIW TLGA.

NAKAKAINES NUNG UWIAN. Nasira araw ko sapagkat I THOUGHT. *toot* was still there. BUT NOOO. WALA NA. GOSH. Pero OK lang at least naman.. nakausap ko siya today. KAHIT NA., it was only for a short period of time. HAHA. :P

MASAYA na MALUNGKOT ang araw na toh. ENOUGH SAID. period. :((

** FROM NOW OWN. halong ENGLISH at TAGALOG na mga ENTRIES ko. Para naman kasing lumalabas na TRYING HARD ako mag ENGLISH pag straight english eh. Tska.. mas nakakaengganyo pala magbasa ng may halong English at Tagalog na entries. Mas naeexpress mo yung gusto mo iexpress. HAHA. :P MAS SPONTANEOUS PA.

Oh Irony.

OH. IRONY
We had a quiz in English a while ago. Due to my carelessness and stupidity, OBVIOUSLY,I got a failing grade.

Mrs. Dino is atrociously angry with III- Katarungan because we weren't able to turn off one of our electric fans. I understand her for reprimanding us because SHE CARES.

SCIENCE WEEK.

Our batchmates did a wonderful job during the Science Show. The presentation of III- Kalayaan and our very own TAHO presentation made me, not just me, most of my batchmates got utterly hungry. I was craving for some food during the show. The junk artists were able to make products out of tetra packs. I am one of the contestants of the Junk Art contest and I must say, its really hard to be a junk artist. My finger had a splinter a while ago because I accidentally touched the tip of the glue gun where hot glue is produced.

FATE is playing a game with my feelings again. I've been very disturbed with a feeling that's bothering me lately. Is *toot* giving me a cold shoulder lately?.. Or my hinch is just plain NON-SENSE?. Maybe my observations are contradicting the feelings of * insert name here *.

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Due to my SAWI-ness. I was able to compose another poem. (haha! caririn ba? =p)


Reminiscing the good old the days I had with you
These good old memories are suddenly turning into tears
My fragile heart is now shattered into pieces
and now that your gone, makes me utterly weak

I am willing to wait for you once again
For I know, that you'll be back in my arms
to hold you, and hug you and never let you go
Hold you so tight like there is no tomorrow

My shining sun had started to set
and now I see that darkness prevails
Oh the agony, the bludgeonings inside me
Oh this melancholy, it just kills me softly

By Pablo Neruda

Here are some of the inspiring poems by PABLO NERUDA.

TONIGHT I CAN WIRTE THE SADDEST LINES
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

If You Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.





I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You


I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

corny side of me

kaya kaya kita kalimutan
sapagkat ako'y nasasaktan
araw araw gabi gabi iniisip kita
ngunit may iniisip ka ring iba

sana alam mong nararamdaman ko
pag ibig na ito iaalay ko sayo
andito ako pag iniwan kanya
at handa kang protektahan pag ika'y sasaktan niya

handa akong mag intay para sa inyo
nandito lang ako pag tinawag mo pangalan ko
kapag ika'y kanyang pinaluha
yayakapin ka at sasabihing tahan na, tanga siya

kung alam mo lang, karamay mo ako
pag nasasaktan ka, nasasaktan rin ang puso ko
magbabayad siya sa patak ng luha ng iyong mata
doon magsisimula pumatak ang dugo niya

Jealousy Test and MORE

YAHOO. I had a hard time with my Communication Exercise and my Sulating Pormal. Surprisingly, I was able to finish both today. Our upcoming practicum for Entrep is coming soon. We better work out on our promotional materials and of course, the products that we will be selling on the 15th of September.
I'm so excited to go back to school tomorrow. YEHEY.

Here is the result of my JEALOUSY TEST. Apparantly.. It seems realistic I guess.. I'm have THESE qualities most of the time.

You are 44.44% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.309971 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
•You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
•Occasionally, you over-react to situations. (TRUE)
•Most of the time, you trust the people around.
•Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem. ( Definitely, I'm a LOW SELF ESTEEMED person, I need to be more appreciative of myself, and also in need for self aggrandisement )

crazy days

YESTERDAY...

We had our Thursday Schedule and we had shortened periods too because of the STC or STUDENT' AND TEACHER INTERACTION-slash-CONFERENCE. Some of us were pretty busy with for the SCIENCE WEEK. Some were just chit chatting, others were reading books and some of us, just roamed around the HIGH SCHOOL BUILDING. Miss Platon gave us a COMMUNICATION EXERCISE that has to do with our dreams. Something that has to do with "15 minutes of FAME". I became very interested and became addicted to the story of Julius Caesar, Cleopatra and Mark Anthony. I thought of a topic that has to do with our COM-EX. I came up with an idea of portraying Cleopatra. The movie has to do something with her life. This movie would be a comedy movie. We came up with the title of the movie.. CLEOFATRA. LOL. Some of my friends told me that I'm suitable for the role of becoming Cleopatra because I'm vain, and... seductive. JUST KIDDING.

Ariane and Trixie were with me yesterday because we played Badminton. I met Ariane's friend Ann from Miriam. The four of us played BADMINTON. We were very tired. We got tired because we played for 2 hours. =p

TODAY...

I got my card. MEHN. I got low grades. I know I would still improve this Second Qtr.. After the STC, We went to GRANWOOD for our AP Project. Before we did our project, we watched The Series of Unfortunate Events. Its an adventurous movie. Suspense is always involve there. SUNNY IS REALLY CUTE. Klaus is handsome. Violet is pretty. JIM CAREY did a great job when he was Count Olaf. We also told ghost stories that is why I got scared when I got home. It rained cats and dogs, when I went upstairs to go to my room very and take a bath, I got so scared because darkness prevails.

I thought today is FRIDAY =p

I thought today is Friday because of the FRIDAY SCHEDULE we had in school.

Sir Flores: Bukas nalang kayo magpresent..
Ako: May pasok ba bukas
Everybody: MERON
Ako: AY ONGA PALA. Thursday palang.

TSKTSK.


We had our Friday schedule in our school today. We had our Friday schedule today because we have to have our periods shortened tomorrow due to the STC or Student- Teacher Conference. We also had our Friday schedule today because, from the past few weeks, during Fridays, there's a certain activity that is why, our schedules were not regular.

ANYWAY.

We received our MEDIA LOG. I got a perfect score. WHOA. I didn't expect that I would actually meet Miss Galicha's expectations. i find my grade worth-it because I really worked hard for that project. Imagine, I slept at about 3 in the morning just to finish my project in Media Awareness. Talk about.. PROCRASTINATION. =p

We talked about Julius Caesar a while ago. We met a whole bunch of characters too. I really admire Julius Caesar for being so smart, reasonable AND FOR BEING SO AMBITIOUS. I like him for being smart at the same time, STRONG AND AMBITIOUS. I abhor the fact that he is "corrupt" though.. but you know, the guy's is.. ADMIRABLE. His story is very scintillating. When he was sent to pacification, his death was really atrocius. The guy who gave him the deepest cut was his BEST FRIEND BRUTUS. That's really awful.

We will be presenting our Invictus creative report in English tomorrow.
THANK GOD ITS THURSDAY SCHEDULE because English won't be our first subject tomorrow.

The Wonders of Nature

I had a fun-filled day today except for the fact that nature kept calling me. I had a very hard time dealing with the nature's call. Despite the calling of nature.. I had a fun-filled day because..

I was able to recite a correct answer in Geom a while ago.
I learned a technique on how to convert radians - degrees and degrees - radians in Trigo. Mrs. Pedrosa allowed me to change my wrong answer that I wrote a while ago. She allowed me to correct it. I passed our first quiz in Trigo. Yippie.
I passed our test in AP.Our quiz in Pinoy was easy too, I guess I will get a passing grade this time.
During club time, we went to the gym and we watched the Aglaia Dancers " MOVED TO THE GROOVE" a while ago.
I thought I wasn't able to attend Jazz Class due to the call of nature. Luckilly, I was able to attend. Waaah. It was tiring but it was worth it. =p

RIGHT NOW. I'm friggin bored. I haven't started on our assignments yet.

OK-Day

We didn't have Trigo today due to the impeachment and the rallyist so we got to go home at 2:30 pm.

Miss Platon told me the breakdown of my grades in English. My exams pulled my grades down.. but let's look on the bright side, my grade is in the range of 81-85 & its not a failing grade.

Gosh. I failed our Chem quiz today because my mind isn't working properly again. Mrs. Torralba said that we SHOULD NOT round of the final answer. Due to my stupidity and my brain which is out of my head and out of this world, I ROUNDED THE NUMBERS OFF. Gosh. I should've passed the test if my head wasn't roaming around.

I have a hard time studying right now.. I guess one of the factors is **** ******. That person made my day though. ;) But that person DISTRACTS me.

We haven't done our MUSIC ASSIGNMENT yet. When is the due date.. TOMORROW.That sucks. hahahahaha! =P

aww. heartwarming day.

Today is our last visit in BOYSTOWN MARIKINA. Our outreach last week was posponed because of the National Heroes' Day. Most of us got sad because we were going to miss the lolos and lolas there. I guess they felt atrocious also because they feel the same way too. Lola Bernadette got mad because she told us that she was going to miss us. Awww. I wish I could still have the time to visit them once more. Good thing it rained a while ago before we go back to school because we had more time to bond with the lolos and the lolas. The rain is truly a blessing in disguise. Before we went back to school, I told them to take good care of themselves and never forget to pray. :)

When we got to school, the only subjects we had were English and Chemistry.

We had a listening at the same time reading session during English a while ago. . We discussed about the heartwarming and lovely compostions of Pablo Neruda. His compositions were heartwarming, spectacular, spontaneous and.. are very interesting. I was also enthralled by his works because I can feel whatever he is trying to say in the poem. When his hurt, Basically, I would feel hurt too. Like for instance, when we were listening to the poem I do Not love you, If You Forget me and I can write the saddest poem of all tonight, well, I almost cried because of the madness he feels deep down his heart. He served as an inspiration for me too. Miss Platon has the best shots in choosing poems and choosing authors. =p

We studied Stoichiometry in Chemistry. Its all about conversion and involves math too. It's kinda easy actually compared to our other topics in Chem. We also discussed our schedule for our STC or Student- Teacher's Conference. I'm really nervous because I'm not used to this :p

Sunday Family Day

The USUAL.. WE GO TO CHURCH AND PRAISE THE LORD,
Going to church bonds our family and makes we become colser to GOD. After that, we went to California Pizza Kitchen and ate lunch there. We ate my favorite food there because it was already in my heads when I woke up this morning. Pasta with garlic and white sauce. YUM!!!. We went to the grocery to buy the things that I need to give to the lolos and the lolas. I was feeling drowzy the whole day that is why I kept on sleeping a while ago. When we were in the car, I'll start to close my eyes and go to sleep. The person who woke me up is my baby cousin. I even had a hard time finishing my AP assignment because she keeps on clicking the mouse, typing words, numbers whatsover.. and then.. I WAS REALLY SHOCKED when she pressed the restart button.. Good thing HALF OF THE WORK HAVE DONE HAVE BEEN RECOVERED. Well, I'm finish doing my homework anywayso IT IS TIME TO REJOICE. :)

Tagalog Tayo NGAYON

Kakatapos lang ng Buwan Ng Wika o pwede rin nating tawaging Linggo ng Wika. Pagsasamantalahan ko na ang PAGTATAGALOG ko sapagkat magsisimula nanaman ang Kampanya ng Pag-IIngles...

Kahapon.. Isa ako sa mga estudyanteng nangangailangan ng remedial class( DALAWANG BANYAGANG MGA SALITA) sa GEOMETRY. Ang saya saya ko kahapon sa pagkat mas lumalawak ang kaalaman ko sa asignaturang etoh. =p . Pagkatapos ng aming remedial class.. pumunta si Charie at Ariane sa aking tahanan. Kami ni Ariane ay naglaro ng Badminton kahapon.

Pagdating ng hating gabi (joke!) Ng dumilim na ang paligid ako'y nanuod ng KIM POSSIBLE: SO THE DRAMA sa Disney Channel. Ang ganda ganda niya sapagkat maganda yung takbo ng storya AT NAKAKAKILEG SIYA. Nanuod rin ako ng UNTALKATIVE BUNNY habang pinapanuod ko yun.................. May naalala akong tao sapagkat... siya lang ang kilala kong may gusto sa palabas na yun. =p

Tumawag ako kay Charie.. Medyo nagkalabuan kami sapagkat mali ang importasyon na nilalaman ng ating utak tungkol sa Chemical Reactions sa Chem.

---Sa susunod muli?

Update Nation

I forgot to mention that we had a confession last Wednesday. I'm trying my best to be kind and good nowadays. I'm doing this because I LOVE GOD. Every sin I commit is like killing GOD softly. I don't want to hurt him anymore.

We had a Linggo ng Wika Cultural Show held at our school gym a while ago. I was amazed by the performers' performance. I was depressed though because of the fact that we were not chosen to perform a while ago. Oh Well, there's always next time right?

I'm becoming interested in READING BOOKS again. I got influenced by most of my classmates who were so busy reading pocketbooks a while back. So, I got into it too. I'm currently reading Five People You Meet in Heaven. Many people told me that it is an inspirational book. This book has a lot of UNFAMILIAR words in it.

So today is SEPTEMBER 2, While I was browsing through someone's blog.. Something popped into my mind. A historical event that happened last year on that same day. HAHAHA.

Poetry

Here are some of the poems that we discussed during English periods. Miss Platon's choices of poems are so heart wrenching. They can also serve as inspirations for aspiring writers.

SHE WAS A PHANTOM OF DELIGHT
--William Wordsworth
She was a Phantom of delight
When first she gleamed upon my sight;
A lovely Apparition, sent
To be a moment's ornament;
Her eyes as stars of Twilight fair;
Like Twilight's, too, her dusky hair;
But all things else about her drawn
From May-time and the cheerful Dawn;
A dancing Shape, an Image gay,
To haunt, to startle, and waylay.

I saw her upon nearer view,
A Spirit, yet a Woman too!
Her household motions light and free,
And steps of virgin-liberty;
A countenance in which did meet
Sweet records, promises as sweet;
A Creature not too bright or good
For human nature's daily food,
For transient sorrows, simple wiles,
Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and smiles.

And now I see with eye serene
The very pulse of the machine;
A Being breathing thoughtful breath,
A Traveller between life and death;
The reason firm, the temperate will,
Endurance, foresight, strength, and skill;
A perfect Woman, nobly planned,
To warn, to comfort, and command;
And yet a Spirit still, and bright
With something of angelic light.

This one is a sad one because the poem describes a death of a loved one. Their love was a love that is more than just love. AWWW. I was really strucked by that line.

Annabel Lee
by Edgar Allan Poe, 1849

It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.

For the moon never beams without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

Fooled..Gullible Me

I can't believe it. I'm such a gullible person. One of my friends played a prank on me last night. She made me believe that the one I was chatting with was actually **** ******. GRRR. I was so jovial last night because I really thought I was talking to this CERTAIN SOMEONE whom I admire so much in so many ways.

A while ago, I ask this CERTAIN SOMEONE if that person is the one who "IMed" me last night. That CERTAIN SOMEONE was so shocked when I elaborated the whole event. WAAAH.

Despite the prank that was played by my friend, I got inspired and I wasn't lazy to finish my assignments and study for my quizzes.

Should I be thankful.. Or WHAT? :p