my fave song so far

Constantly
(Donald Robinson)

I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
The feeling just kept on shining through
Haven’t known you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too strong

Could this be love, deep down inside
Tearing me apart, I feel it in my heart

Constantly, you’re on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can’t sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking ‘bout you


Why do I feel this way?
When I know you have someone
That you’re seeing each and everyday
Should I play this game of just being a friend?
When I know that’s not where I want it to end

How could this be wrong?
When the feeling’s so strong
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart

No I don’t want to start no trouble
Between you and I and your lover
But I must tell you what I’m going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes

Sinful Days

OK. So.. I realized that I am becoming TOO SINFUL already. I did something bad in school yesterday. One of the reasons why I'm realizing that I'm becoming a bad girl is because.. I eat when is the teacher is in or out even if its not recess time yet. This one is not so bad but.. I'm not following the implemented rule of the English Campaign where in we have to speak in English in school.( Except during Filipino and AP). One of the "MORTAL SIN" I have committed.. is.. *secret* My conscience is really bothering me right now. I guess its the MORAL CONSCIENCE.. that bthers me right now. Wheew. Guess what.. I think that I am becoming a warfreak too. I'm slapping Charie or some other girls in school or smashing some stuff on their heads. They make fun of me.. well in a jokeful manner but I GET ANGRY RIGHT AWAY. I take things too seriously. Well.. There's this girl at home.. SHE ALWAYS MAKES FUN OF ME.. When I play with her.. or whatsoever.. she's like.. " IM NOT INTERESTED TO PLAY" or whatsoever. Well.. at times.. this person is really grumpy. She's just so so narrow minded. I wasn't able to fix my things right away and then she won't talk to me anymore. It doesn't make any sense. And then.. she starts getting mad. Its probably one of the reasons why.. I'm realeasing my anger in school =(. I can't release it here because I think.. MY FEAR CONSCIENCE is bothering me. I'm afraid that my parents will get so angry at me because of my brutalness. argh. I'm really sorry. That's probaly one of the reasons why I'm becoming too emotional lately.

MYMP Mania

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU
Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was
Going through
All the time we were apart I thought
Of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that
Way too
And if dreams were wings, you
Know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you

No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And now were back together,
Together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was
Meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now I’m next to you

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love
Inside you, oh and
Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about
Tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the
Sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you

And Now were back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

KAILAN
Bakit kaya nangangamba
Sa tuwing ika'y nakikita
Sana nama'y magpakilala
Ilang ulit nang nagkabangga
Aklat kong dala'y pinulot mo pa
'Di ka pa rin nagpakilala
REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala
Dito'y mayroon sa puso ko
Munting puwang laan sa 'yo
Maaari na bang magpakilala
REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
CHORUS
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin
AD LIB
Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala
REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
CHORUS
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin

S.O.N.A.

which stands for STATE OF THE NATION ADDRESS.

Many people are rallying down the streets.

tsktsk.

They are just making the country's situation worst. Nothing will happen if they just keep on rallying and rallying and screaming " GLORIA RESIGN ". This act is such an outrage. I know that CHEATING is a mortal sin. But.. THERE IS SUCH THING AS FORGIVENESS. Soo. Lets just forgive GMA and hope that our economy would rise again.

school stuff. AH.

i have a new layout thanks to KAILA. I really admire her.. because she's really good in making layouts. She's also good in speaking in English. + she's kind.. cute and funny too. I love my mom and dad. even if I have a letter from Mrs. Dino with regards to my failing grades in Trigo, Geom and Pinoy, they didn't yell at me. I'm not grounded and I'm not prohibited to use anything like the computer, telephones, PS2, DVDs.. and many more. I promise I'll study hard to show my gratitude for them. Wheww. I just finished studying Chem. Wheew. I'm still having a hard time with naming copunds because I haven't memorize the cations and anions yet. I still have a lot of things to do. I need to memorize our poems in English, Do AP assignment, Do Trigo assignment.. Study for our Long Test in English and many more. I need to do a creative response and I need to transfer our videos from camera to tape. WHEWW. I'm so glad because we don't have classes tomorrow. Yes. I have a lot of time to do my assignments. We have to do a poem in English too... I love making poems at times.. WHEN I FEEL INSPIRED.. the problem is.. I DON'T FEEL INSPIRED RIGHT NOW. I'm having a hard time in making poem because my brain got drained already. HAHAHA. =P

jose rizzzzzzzzal =)

sana buhay pa siya. =)

translate it to english.........
i hope he's still alive. =)

..I really like RIZAL.. even if.. he is already XP (GET THE PICTURE?)

WAAAH. He is such a corny.. and a playboy man... BUT HE'S GENTLE.. KIND.. MEEK and SWEET. =). I don't blame those girls who fell head over heals in love with him.. =) Is there someone....... who seems to be like him.. in the present time? =0 . Someone who is.. GENTLE.. and SO SMART. I hope I can opeRAte his head.. and get HIS brain COZ HE IS REALLY THAT INTELLIGENT. whoooooooo. =) NOT ONLY THAT. he is ALSO SWEET to THE GALS. =9

His love stories makes us giggly.. even though their corny.

OH YEAH. I FORGOT. He is REALLY ARTISTIC TOO.

dead tired =9

I'm feeling friggin tired right now. So.. what can I say about Third Year life?.. Once in a lifetime experience that is SO UBERLY FUN.. GEOM IS JUST A PIECE OF CAKE
...........NOT!
ENGLISH CAMPAIGN is STILL GOING ON (Well DUH.. its until THE END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR) I'm violating the rule when I'm not in the mood to speak in English.. Well.. I'm lucky because.. I didn't sign a slip yet. =p
We had an exercise in the gym.. THE BELLY DANCING EXERCISE. This exercise reminds me of the dance that we danced during the cultural show.
I receive a letter from our beloved level coordinator to inform our parents about our grades. My mom didn't get mad because I told her before that I have low quizzes in Geom.. so I think she isn't surprised anynmore. I'm trying to STUDY HARDER so I would be able to excel my grades in GEOMETRY..and in other subjects too. Why do we have to study GEOM anyway?!! This subject is for architechs and engineers. I don't have plans of becoming an engineer or an architect someday. CHEMISTRY is OK.. but.. I almost fell asleep during Chem period... I bet most of us got sleepy during CHEM PERIOD. =9 I was craving for candy that time.. so.. I would be able to stay awake.
We watched a movie in A.P. a while ago. I pity those African slaves.. who were tortured.. I forgot the title of the movie we watched.. but ITS REALLY BRUTAL I tell you. There were blood everywere when the slaves were tortured.. I almost vomitted because.. the food that were fed to the slaves looked so YUCKY.. Like.. vommit.. aww. that's really sad. =(
So... JOSE RIZAL is such a PLAYBOY huh?!.. I can't believe that he has 9 consecutive girlfriends. hahahaha. =o
** WAAAAH. The girl who got my I.D.? SHE IS SO INSESITIVE.. and UHH.. blind. I'm sorry to say.. but... I WROTE A NOTE BEHIND MY I.D. that says " PLEASE GIVE BACK MY I.D. RIGHT AWAY.... MY NAME AND SECTION IS THERE NAMAN EH! "
Anyway....... I'm so tired already!! I shouldn't be doing this right now because........................................................................ =)

.................. I HAVE TO STUDY. but.. im feeling LAZY. *slapslap* BAD GIRL..
"YOU SHOULDN'T BE LAZY AT A TIME LIKE THISSSS"UH-OH. MY CONSCIENCE IS YELLING AT ME AGAIN.

tired.

HELL YAH! Its been a VERY LONG TIME since I strated writing an entry here again. I have A LOT of journals. I'm really confuse because I don't know where am I going to write my entries. A lot of things have been going on... Our English Campaign had just started. Everyone spoked in English last Friday.. which is yesterday.. i'm not used to it. =p Most of us spoke "barokly" which means.. Speaking in English in a wrong manner.. IN SHORT.. WRONG GRAMMAR. So there. I had fun speaking in English.. but it felt uncomfortable too. HAHAHA. We also had out Nutrition Month. We had a contest. I was pissed off because we didn't win. Its not that I'm a sore loser.. its just that.. itt really felt bad deep inside because we worked hard for that dance. IM SO PROUD OF OUR BATCH coz everyone did a great job. Our teachers told us that WE ARE ALL WINNERS. awww. "IM TOUCHED". We have a new seating arrangement too. DomBee is my new seatmate. I miss my old seatmates.. and the seatmates of my seatmates.. I miss Karen.. and our.. "JUNG and KANG SESSIONS" I miss Frances too. I miss the times when I ask Via questions and our "NERD SESSIONS". I miss Krista too. I miss our Nerds Sessions. My new seatmates are funny too. Krista is my frontmate. We have our laugh trips with Teptep and Krizhelle. Karen is still near me too. I had a tiring day today. I woke up at about 6 so that I will be early in school. We had our Physical Fitness Test. I was one of the leaders of the warm up because the Physique Club Members(I am one of those peeps) are incharge of the warm up exercise. We also talked about our team name, color and the event where we will join. I joined RYTHMIC coz I want to dance again. I also played Frisbee with Ate Lal, Ate Sam and some of my classmates. I walked to House f Dance because I have a Jazz Class at 10:30. I was I think 5 or 10 minutes late. But its OK. They we're still having a warm up. I tried to catch up with the new steps and new formation. After that I ran to Karakuch coz Rhea told me to go there. I got so tired.. when we went to a certain restaurant to have lunch. I GOT SLEEPY. I fell asleep too.. which is SO EMBARASSING. I went to my dentist.. and had my cleaning. She adjust my braces too. My teeth hurts right now. And then.. We went to Shangrila Mall. WHEEEW. I bought some grooming-slash-"kikay" stuffs today like .. mirror, brush and a set of combs. I love THE TOY STORE there. I want to buy a lot of toys but.. I'm broke today. =(