its all about me now :)

Snagged this from Mara, Kar and Therese's blogs. :) Please answer this FOR ME WILL YOU? :)

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:
» I committed suicide:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Art:
» Comments:
» Character Designs:

WHAT ABOUT US:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?


PS Tell me who you are, okay? :)

Anonymous

I changed my mind. I felt so lazy to watch GALS beofre but I changed my mind. I decided to watch GALS so thatI would be able to support our school. (yehes! PATRONISM.. ng school itech! Hahaha) I was so amazed when I entered La Salle because it was my FIRST TIME to go there.


When we entered the gym, I saw the SHS BOOSTERS and PEP SQUAD right away. They were the first ones who performed. GRRR. Some people were REALLY DISRESPECTFUL. They were bashing the routines of the PEP and the BOOSTERS of our school. Little did they know that the people that were in front of them were SHSians. The mom of Gem got irritated so she started reprimanding them. SERVES THEM RIGHT ANYWAY. Lucky for them, WE WERE NOT BASHING THEIR SCHOOL.

The AC routines were so BREATH TAKING though. Their routines were so impeccable like OURS. Haha!
They were our "competetors" Mwahaha. There lifts were so high BECAUSE THEY HAVE GUY LIFTERS and, unfortunately, we DONT.

We lost by.33% points. can you believe that? :)
Most of us felt happy and disappointed at the same time.

SANA NGA NAG TIE NALANG EH!!!

Our school never won first place yet, but that doesn't stop us from BELEIVING, HOPING and COMPETING. Hahaha.

Pictures next time. :) We were like tourists nga eh. Hahaha. :) Ginawa naming "tourist spot" yung La Salle.

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Due to the MADNESS and CRAZINESS that occurs in our country, WE DONT HAVE CLASSES AGAIN
Hurray for us students but NOT for FILIPINOS. =

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PRINCESS DIARIES 2

I just finished watching this movie.

sayang tlga!!!!!

Prince Nicholas/ CHRIS PINE

IS.. SO.. HOT. <3

Hahahaha. :)

Daily Rant # 19 :)

Our contry is being so chaotic nowadays. I think those people who rallied down the streets that cause chaos and riots are just citizens who craves for attention. Hahahaha.

Haha. So, our Home Reading Report was supposed to be passed yesterday. It just so happens that classes were suspended. I felt the feelings of mixed emotions within me. Why? I (Well, most of us) had sleepless nights spending our time thinking a perfect story,characters,plots and theme for the HRR. We finished the HRR the night( or should I say the morning ) before we meet the deadline. The bad news is, our hard work did not pay off right because, we were not yet aware that there are more time setteled for us to polish that HRR. The good news is, like what I have said before. WE STILL HAVE THE TIME. Wheeww. I was able to edit my HRR yesterday. The good side of the "NO CLASSES" is that I can still edit my work. The range of the sentence limitation that was given to us is 15-20 sentences. I was too lazy to count my story. As soon as a thought pops in my mind, I type it right away. Little did I know, I ended up having more than 20 sentences. More than 30 even. So I spent the entire morning editing my HRR and fortunately, it was successful I guess. My work has myriads of semi colons due to the sentence limitations. I dont want to get deductions just because I did not follow the rule regarding sentence limitations.

I thought "hey, Miss Platon is just too lazy to check our works.. checking papers make us dizzy you know. IOf we are too lazy to check one paper, how much more if Miss Platon checks more than hundreds of Formal Themes/Comexes and HRRs; THAT'S THE REASONWHY SHE GIVES US SENTENCE LIMITATIONS" :p"

I had a conversation with her and I told her what I had in mind.She told me that it is a challenge for us and it also serves as training for us.

Hahaha.Wow. =p Miss Platon can really enhance our minds when it comes to writing stuffs or whatsoever. Hahahahaha :)

Yesterday(err night?), I could not sleep because I was too excited to fetch my mom at the airport. It just so happens that I did not hear the alarm. My dad did not wake me up,probably because he was too excited to fetch and see my mom. Wahaha. :)

I was so happy to see my mom once again. Wahaha. I missed her so much. She was gone for like a month. whoa. :) I'm not used to her being gone for such a long period of time. =p

I know she missed me too because she often sends me emails and text messages when she was still in the U.S.
I know she missed me too because she bought a lot of things for me. MWAHAHAHA. :)

Im glad she got home safely and she still OK. =)

My Recent Compositions

Here are some of my compositons from the past few days.

Here's a poem I would like to share entitled she is NOTHING.

I used it as an "outlet" due to "insomiacacism" (yucks. another invented word for my danictionary)

SHE IS NOBODY

Every night she cries to sleep
On her pillows she always weep
She thinks of him every night
Wishing he is there at her sight
She has a picture of him in her mind
Thinking why did he leave her behind
She has a hard time moving on
Thinking why? What went wrong?
Her mind is puzzled.
Her mind is boggled
To the questions left unanswered
From time to time, she always felt bothered.
She thought his love for her was not a lie
But she was fooled. She can’t help but cry
She gave him what he wanted
He took her for granted
She wept for sorrow for him to stay
He left her unwanted and just walked away
In her eyes, she is always visible
In his eyes, she is just invisible
For him, she is just nobody
I am nobody, coz that girl is me.

Another one is a short story that I composed for my Home Reading Report in English.

TEGGIE RIDDY

I used to be Ryan Amador before until, I reincarnated in the stuffed animal, which is known to be the Teddy Bear.

I died 50 years ago. Before my time ended, I was the SOCIETYS OUTCAST. I had been alienated from society because the capacity of my knowledge was remarkably high. I was a philosopher way back then. People often misjudged me and think of me as an insane mythical creature that only seeks and craves for attention. I died in a cabin with no one beside me. I do not even know who my relatives are. My mom died when I was six and I never met my father. I used to believe that the world has turned its back on me.

After several years, I reincarnated in this stuffed animal that seems to be so ragged and harassed. One of its arms was falling off and one of its eyes was popping out. I reckon that this is my so-called afterlife.

As soon as I woke up and I arose again, I saw myself with piles of dolls in a rack. I reincarnated in a store called THE DONATED GOODS. Mrs. Pattinson was the lady who brought me for her daughter Kiara who was desperately in need of a toy. When this spoiled brat saw me, she looked at me as if she has seen a ghost.Instead of showing her appreciation towards her mom, she bragged, threw a tantrum and threw me away. People who saw me in the middle of nowhere just kept ignoring me for I am hideous looking and dirty. Life was not different when I was still a human being and being a stuffed animal. Children never cared for me for I was not the usual stuffed animal who is cute, cuddly and huggable. I looked more of a beast.

When midnight strikes, I am not an inanimate object anymore. Every midnight when the whole world is sleeping, I use my power to vow revenge to the people around me. I roam around the streets, I secretly sneak in into someones house, I go to his/her/their kitchen and I get a sharp knife. I skin people to death and I even cut their body parts off, just like what they did to my heart and soul when I was human. No one knows who is going to be blamed behind the scene of the crime.

I was such a fool killing people, but honestly, I get a good laugh over it. I know I am a sadist but that is what I think that the people deserved, until, this certain kid named Pauline reached out to me. I saw her crying and I decided to stop by in front of her. She found me lying on the street and she picked me up. She sewed my broken arm and replaced my eye. She hugs and tells me stories before she goes to bed. She even taught me how to communicate with God through prayer. She even gave me a name, Teddy Riggie.

That was when I realized, that somebody loves me and somebody cares. That is when the curse of Teddy Riggie had ended. He ceased on murdering people’s lives for he realized that each and everyone has the chance to care and to be cared for.

Its Been A While..

LAST SATURDAY

Our Report Cards were given by our advisers. We saw our Third Quarter Grades. My grades were OK but still, I felt unsatisfied. Most of my grades went high, except for Chemistry and Geometry. ARGH. I should've done better. I get so insecure because of those smarty pants who are walking calculators or walking dictionaries in school campus. Who is it to blame?... THEM? Of course not. The TEACHERS. Yeah!!.. Just kidding. :)

ME OF COURSE. I'm the one who is making my own grade. Well, thanks for not being serious, I get the tase of My own medicine. =p


SUNDAY
It was the 19th day of February. OH YEAH. Nakajackpot ako.

With Whom?

* Secret *

Haha. I guess most of new know who I am referring in this blind item.

Haha. :)

I realized, that you are my ideal crush. The one who seems to be so perfect INSIDE AND OUT. :)

Unfortunately, Its not possible. (you get my point here?)
But I still feel lucky because, you are MY FRIEND. :) And even though it is pretty obvious that * I like you a lot, You never left. :) You are always there. You always have the time. I'm truly grateful to have you in my life. :)

Even though most of the timE, i cry myself to sleep because of you. Even though, I get angry at you for no valid reason, STILL, I consider myself lucky to have you in my life. :)



MONDAY

Which was yesterday. We didn't have classes, but we had our Educator's Day. Haha. We had a mass at the gym and a program to give honor to our dear educators. It was half day so, I was stuck at home, turned on the computer, and waited for someone to be online in YM.

During the night, I had a heavenly conversation with that certain someone. I could not take my butt of the computer until that particular someone goes offline. I got offline even though that particular somone is still online because I got reprimanded for sitting in front of the computer all day but What the heck? IT WAS WORTH IT. :)

TUESDAY

Some selected students took over our educators. During recess time, Nicole dragged me to the gym and we saw bunch of teachers making fools out of themselves. Haha. Just kidding.

This day had been so hectic. It was so streeful. I was panciking after classes due to the stressed that gave in within me. I was insane. My eyes were popping out. I have no idea if I would laugh or I would cry. In short. My mood swings attacked me again. It was probably due to Chemistry, Trigonometry and GEOMETRY and other subjects that we meet every weekdays. Argh. I was lacking rest as well. OHMYGOODNESS. Paranoia was present too.

Hahahaha. I could not resist the gruelling emotions that triggered me.

Good thing I have my friends. Who are their to listen to my senseless rants, it makes me feel better.

When I got home, I started to lie down on the floor, in a quiet place(which is my room) to feel the solitude and to reflect on some certain things. I started to pray. When I opened up everything to GOD, it made me feel better. I felt relaxed. GOD IS THE GREATEST LISTENER OF ALL. I know he's always there.. Every time I smile until it reaches up the heaven's above he is always there to support me to things that make me happy. Every time I weep for sorrow, and cry my heart out, he is always there to comfort me. :)


After praying, I took a bath right away, so that it would wash the tension that is inside of me. It could clense away the pain and the sorrows that threatens my soul.

AND RIGHT NOW,

I must do my HRR, which is to compose a horror/suspense short story. There's a problem though, I'M NOT GOOD WHEN IT COMES TO WRITING SHORT STORIES WHICH CONTAINS HORROR SCENES, not just HORROR SCENES, but I don't write stories IN GENERAL.

Hahahaha.

I CAN DO THIS. :)

THINK POSITIVE GIRL.

Hahahaha :)

VALENCEtines Day

Today is Valentines Day and Mrs. Torralba's birthday. Whoa. Her name actually has a double meaning. First, because her name is CHEM RELATED and the second one is considering the fact that she's born on a Valentine's Day. Mwahaha.Speaking of Valentine's Day, now I know the story behind St. Valentine and Valentines Day. Miss Malayas told us the history behind this day a while ago. Today is probably the most unforgettable and happiest Valentine's Day so far. I will never forget the the trouble I got into during last year's valentines day. What was it all about?... Don't ask. I don't want to narrate it here anymore. I just want to forget about it, but it bittersweet memory still lurks in my mind. Anyway, forget about the past. Let us look at the bright side of TODAY. I never experience the feeling where in most of us can feel the valentines athmosphere.

I had fun because I had the opportunity to spread the love to the people are dear and special to me. I had the just to feel the bliss because of a certain someone. My hard work/ nervousness/ undescribable emotions.. what so ever did pay off after I had given that certain person.. the sign of my appreciation. Well, not just appreciation, but the sign of my..... "admiration" towards that person's well-rounded personality. Nyahaha.

I had a date. WOOHOO. ...with my DADDY. Haha. We ate at Royale Place because it is the nearest place where we could have some quality time together. at di maxado traffic. I saw Yna there too. I saw some other SHSians as well.
I also rejoyed when I received a text from my mom all the way from States.Awww. I REALLY miss my mom even though we usually argue about different kinds of things whenever she's around. Nyahaha.

YES LORD YES LORD YES YES LORD AMEN

I just got home from school. Here I am, still alive, still breathing... and still the same old moi. I dont regret the decision I made when I joined the youth camp held at our school. I feel closer to God right now. It feels good to worship your Father and your Creator. The speakers that gave the talks were entertaining and interesting. The sharings they made were inspiring as well. The talks that were shared made me realized the mutual understanding between God and me.

We also had our Group Discussions. We had our own groups too. Since the theme of our theme names are fruits, we called ourselves the PAPAYA group. =)

During the break, we decided to sit under the sparkling beams of the twilight skies. As I was observing the movement of the clouds, I saw a very pretty star. One-and-only star that shines so bright and even changes color. I told myself, that must BE GOD. He is watching over us. =)

I felt the blissed when I was baptized. And now, I am already part of the YFC. Yehey. :) I gained new friends from different batches as well. The breeze of the wind made me shiver before I had my beauty sleep. Vanity reigned before we said the word "goodnight:. When they decided to turn off the lights, I saw flashes of lights from different direction. The lights were flashes from different cameras. We were one of those people who had "vanity moments" BEFORE-DURING- and AFTER the activities.

I had a one-on-one talk with my dad. Since my mom is not here in the country, my dad was the only one who was present a while ago. At first I thought, he will not come because of his busy schedule. Luckily, he did. I'm so thankful because he had the effort and the time for me. I was so touched with the sharings he shared a while ago. I was surprised when he said those words to me. While I was all ears on him, I felt so blessed and I felt how GOD LOVES ME SO MUCH. I'm thankful because I had parents like them. Parents who will always be there for me. Parents who teaches me the right from wrong. Parents who reprimand me because they know what is good and bad for me.

I had fun praising and worshipping God and meeting new people at the same time. I learned a lot of different praise songs. I'm happy to learn them because, I really love praising and I really love praising GOD. :)

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THE CASK OF AMONTILLADO

I am so into the plot of this short story by Edgar Allan Poe. I admired the way he uses irony as a tool to spice up his story. I like the way on how he made the story intriguing as well.

After discussing this story, Miss Platon gave us an assignment. What is it all about? Make a 10-15 SHORT STORY USING IRONY.

Miss Platon: It should be something that would scare me.

Everytime I try to write the lines for my short story, it becomes comedic. Im not good when it comes to suspense and thriller stories. Im not the person who composes bloody morbid compositions. Valentines day is also near. So, what is in the back of my head? DUUUH. Its all about cheeziness, corniness and LURVE. How can I think of a story which is bloody morbid if it does not fit the occassion that is happening in the present? Hahaha.

Another senseless outburst by the one and only..

Alright

Nothing extraordinary has been going on with my life lately. Haha. I've been so productive with school works though.

Last Saturday

Before the much awaited BATCH PROMENADE....

I was browsing through the channels of our television set, until, I saw a tragic news. It was a stampede at Ultra. Many people were in line to watch the Wowowee Anniversary.Unfortunately, it was cancelled because of the stampede. Many people were injured. Some people past away. I pity those people who died. I pity their family and friends as well. Well, I thought ranat the back of my mind. Things happen for a reason.
One of the reasons why this had happened is because of the over population in our country. This may sound weird but maybe because it can also help our networks work together. Third is because, people are being too materialistic. It also helped us to have a greater faith in God. It is really sad. I know this is not the fault of ABS - CBN. I almost cried while seeing this people suffer.

Let us look at the brighter side of the day. I was all glammed up before the prom. I felt nervous and excited at the same time. I felt the "flip flops" in my stomach as well. My partner fetched me at home. We took pictures before going to New World. While I was in the car, we were just quiet. Haha. When we got to New World, we rushed to the stairs. One of the memorable thing that happenbed to me was when I was climbing the stairs, and then I stepped on my gown and suddenly tripped. Luckily, I did not kiss the stairs. My partner and I just laugh and just moved on. I know a lot of people saw me, but I cant just cry over it and think that its already the end of tht world. I saw my batchmates. All of us were soooo pretty and soooo formal. Eek. We had our pictures taken first. After that, I checked out some people out there. We went inside the ball room. My stomach was growling because I was so hungry. Hahaha.I didnt really like the food but what the heck?! At least my table mates kept me company. Most of the songs thet were played were sentimental songs. Haha. My partner and I conversed different stuffs. Haha. we even had an arguement with the utensils on the table. There were so many utensils so we didnt know whatto use with the certain food that will be served. Our prom queen is Angela Bascarra. Haha. She deserved to be prom queen anyway. The prom was fun. It was mostly dancing but I had fun grooving with my friends. I lost my poise while I was dancing. Hahaha. =) One of the nights I wont ever forget.

Oh I forgot to mention thatmost of us were stepping at each others gown. Haha. We werent use to it kasi. The prom was a self esteem booster actually. Haha. =)

Jesse, my partner, was really nice. I felt lucky to have him as my partner. He was such a gentleman too. Ehehe! =)

After the prom, my friends and I decided to sleepover at New World.

At 2 AM, We went at Greenbelt. Wow. I'm not used to going out with my friends AFTER MIDNIGHT. We slept at 5 am and woke up at 8 am. Wow. We swam at the pool and ate breakfast. The food served at the buffet were sooo scruptious. Haha. That is why, nature called me because of too much intake of food. Nyahaha.

I went home at about 12 pm. We went at my grandma's house. When I got there, I started to doze off right away. I was so tired because I had so much fun.

I still have a MAJOR HANG OVER.

Latest Happenings around the Globe

MONDAY
January 29, 2006

We did not have much classes during the day because of the Media Talk, English Week Debate and Why am I Catholic Conference with Bo Sanchez and Tim Staples.

The Media talkwas pretty interesting. I learned a lot from it. I learned how Media can ba a big influence for us. We also learned that what we see on Media is not real.

STEREOTYPING was one of the topics that strucked me and intrigued me the most. I learned that some people are misjudged because of stereotyping.


We had two subjects. Geometry and CL. After that, we watched the Debate. I didn't understand the debate that much because I really don't know what they were trying to argue about. Hahaha. Some people were raising Shame2x signs and Here2x signs. I was just trying to go with the flow because, honestly, I really did not understand what the debate was all about.

I learned a new song during the Why am I Catholic Conference.

...This little light of mine.. I'm gonna make it shine.. make it shine, make it shine, make it shine..
Most of us has a "hang-over" with the song. Hahaha.

...Yes Lord Yes Lord.. YES YES LORD AMEN.

Tim Staples and Bo Sanchez are really cool dudes. They bid goodbye before they left the campus.

My prom gown is officially done. Wuhoo!!

I got paranoid during night time. I was this certain someone was avoiding me. Most of my friends told me, maybe it was just a coincidence when she got offline. She's not avoiding you. I hope so too.

Tuesday
January 31, 2006

Nothing much happened yesterday. Haha. I learned how to balance equations with the help of redox reactions equation. Miss Platon wore a Filipiniana yesterday. She looks really good in it. Hahaha. Actually, she always looks good. Hahaha.

Wednesday
Febuary 1, 2006

...which is TODAY. Hahaha. Today is the official start of the month of Febuary. The month of hearts and LURVE.

We had our English Day a while ago. I was one of the participants of the Powerpoint Presentations. Haha. When I woke up a while ago, I could already feel the flipflops in my stomach. Wheew. It's done now. Sadly, our group did not win. I felt upset at first, when I saw the incredible work of Kamalayan's powerpoint. My hopes went down but that's life. Haha. For me, we are ALL WINNERS. All of us did our best. I must accept that we did not take the goal because in a competition, there are winners and losers. But losing does not mean, we have to give up right?

Section Kagitingan was the STAR OF THE DAY. They won ALMOST ALL OF THE CATEGORIES in our English Day presentation.

Miss Platon's sister was there too. She was one of the judges a while ago
They look a like actually(duuuh!). they're both pretty too. Hahahaha. =)

I learned that EVERYONE can be HEROES, with all the good deeds we do. We dont need wings, or capes to fly, xray vision just to save the day from an evil guy. We can be hero with our Heroic weapon. Our hearts.
Hahahaha :)