What I HATE every New Year

I STILL (take note STILL) hate fireworks.

Grr. Well, There's one specific kind of firework that I like and it is called the Dragon Fireworks. It is the firework the blooms when it goes to the sky. Haha.

I don't want to come out of the house right now. I'm scared. I'm really scared of fireworks.

I even had a dream before that a spark of firework hit me. I became more frightened because of a stupid dream.

My dad told me that a way to overcome my fear with fireworks is that I try to light up a firework. NO WAY!!! What if, I burn myself?!.. Or I'll die just because of that. NO WAY. Uh uh..

When I went out of our car, I heard a big BANG. I rushed into the car, closed anbd locked the door and covered my ears.

Another thing why I'm scared of fireworks?... It's because of the people who are injured by the fireworks.
It's bloody. Some people lose their hands, feet, HEAD?!!?..Some people risk their own lives as well. WHOA!

Kahit lusis nga lang takot ako maghawak eh. Hanggang torotot lang talaga ako. Hahaha!

WHY DO WE HAVE TO USE FIREWORKS ANYWAY IN THE FIRST PLACE?

Hahahaha! =p

Last Shopping Spree of the Year

8 hours to go...... HELLO 2006!

My mom and I went to SM North to buy some stuff. I was only planning to buy a new notebook for the Media Log because I left my scrapbook at school. Apparantly I bought a lot of things today.

We bought slippers first and then we decided to proceed to the Record Bar to buy Ultraelectromagnetic Jam.

I was supposed to buy the Ultraelectromagnetic Jam CD of the Eraserheads, when all of the sudden, I saw a display of Eraserheads' Anthology. I was thinking twice if I'm buying the Ultra..... or the Anthology. I thought that Anthology is more worth buying than the Ultra.. because it is an ERASERHEADS original, its cheaper and it has 2 CDs.

Then I stumbled by the Sunglasses area of the dept. store. I was looking for the bangaw shades. Unfortunately, they ran out of bangaw shades. I bought a pair of shades though, which costs 70 bucks. Haha! =p

I saw the bangaw shades at an optical shop which costs 400 bucks. Haha! I still bought them. I am lucky because the price of the shades used to be 700 + bucks. =p

I also bought 2 cards. They are my birthday presents for *toot* and *toot*. Haha! I won't mention their names because they might see this entry. It won't a surprise anymore. Haha! =p

I spent the money that my relatives gave me during Christmas. Afterall, most of the "gifts" I received during Christmas were big bucks. Hahaha! =p

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A while ago, I 'kinda' vented out my feelings for a certain someone in a "jokely" manner.

Would you believe me if I tell you that I had a crusb on you?!..

WHOA! I can't believe that I was so brave to ask that in front of her face. Hahaha! Well not really in front of her face for it was just a message. Hehe. =p

Right now, I'm feeling stupid and timid for asking a really...... absurd question.

2 Days To Go : Goodbye 2005, Hello 2006

I was reminiscin' the good and the bad old days during year 2005. I'm bored right now, So I will make a recep of the moments that I had during the Year 2005.

JANUARY
January 1, 2005
I celebrated the first day of January with my uncle, auntie, cousin, niece and nephew during the first day of the year. It was my first time to celebrate new year in ahotel. It was my first time to celebrate new year without my parents. It was my first time to celebrate it with the relatives I have mentioned a while back.

While I was browsing through my old entries.. I saw this.. a poem I composed before... this poem is dedicated to my.. past.. (love?)

I met this *someone* with a beautiful face
She has this undescribable beauty and grace
Such wonder and beauty has strucked everyone around
Everytime you see her puts your feet above the ground

When we first talked it went "OK"
at first I was speechless,I dont even know whats words to say
I end up saying words that turned out to be so silly
You think it was weird while I was making a fool out of me

One day, you caught me red handed
with something i did that you never wanted
Our friendship have changed and you set me aside
I started ignoring you and what ruled was my pride

I started missing you
I dont know what to do
Can you still be my friend
Or is this the end?

I won't forget the time when my friends and I had a gimmick during January 14, 2005. I treated them because I will be turning 15 on the 17th day of January. We had a gimmick during the 14th day of January because we had half day classes. I didn't know that we were having half day classes during the day of my birthday. Oh Well. =p

We has our Interaction with La Salle. I had new friends. NEW CRUSHES. Haha! =p

We also had our English and CL Week. I won't ever forget the embarassing moment when we performed on stage. We weren't prepared that's why we didn't do well that time. =(



FEBRUARY 2005
We had our school fair during this month.
EvoluSHSion =P

I had the worst Valentine Celebration during the month. I got myself into trouble because of **** *******. Grrrr!

We had our Sophomore's Night during the night. It was fun! Our theme was the Movie theme. We had to wear costumes that represent movie characters.

I was able to join the exposure trip outreach in Capas, Tarlac. The bus left me during that time. My dad had to drive me from BF until we reach North Luzon Express Way. It was really embarassing. Hahaha. I'm so grateful for my dad for bringing me to Petron were we had our stopover. =p

SUMMER 2005
Buhbye Sandigan =, Bye Second Year, Bye Mrs. Santos and Biology

I had my first HOD recital held in Aguinaldo Theater.

We had our vacation at Puerto Galera. After several years of waiting, once again. I've returned to a place called paradise. A place called the beach. Haha.

My friends and I went to ABS CBN for a Studio Tour. That's the time when I met CHAMP, the vocalist of HALE. We had our picture taken too. =)

Miss Pineda passed away during summer. =(

BACK TO SCHOOL moments

HANA DEKA WAS BORN!!!!!!!!!

Holy Smokes! (Hahaha!) I'm already in Third Year. In III- Katarungan. We met new teachers. Miss Sabordo, Miss Platon and Sir Flores.

Nutrition Month Moments (Awww Syria, Belly Dancing)

Linggo ng Wika Moments (U Jovi!!!!)

Outreach Moments!!- Boystown Marikina

Recollection!!! (I'll be there for you.. To the Ends of The Earth)

We watched Noli Me Tangere.

I met someone. My friends kept on teasing me... that is why, that certain person became my crush. =p

Science Week Moments!

Mary Like Dressing!!!!

Feast Day!!!!!

Ehehe. And many more!!!!!!!!!



DECEMBER 2005

INTRAMS 2005

GO SIFANTA!!!!!! =) I was one of the Rhythmic People. I felt devastated because our rhythmic team didn't win. Despite the fact that Thanea won over us(rhythmic), The feeling of happiness had overcome the sadness that I felt because we won OVERALL.

a FAIR Christmas.

Of Course, I will never forget the fair because of the Inflatable or is it Inflattable? Haha. I wouldn't forget the first time we had fireworks for the Opening of fair. I will not forget SPOTLIGHT. The Bingo Socials. and of course... BAND AID YEAR 8 : JINGLE BELL ROCK. It was a big success. Oh Yeah, I was one of the on duty people of the Beats and Pieces Booth.

December 21, 2005
Ferndale Adventure with PK and Miss Platon. Hahaha! =p


OVERALL...

Year 2005 is a superb year for me. Good thing I had moved on with those nightmares I've experienced before.

I had great passion for dancing during the year actually.
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SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE. I've never been happier. I've moved on. I buried my tragic memories I had with YOU..and your OVERprotective sister.

You. Another You. I met this YOU during YEAR 2005. Thanks for helping me recover from the heartached I've encountered with the other YOU. =p

I've been crushing on this someone for 2 consecutive years. She had the longest year.
Once again, I have moved on. My feelings for her vanished when this NEW someone came into my life. That someone opened the door into a new dimension. Into a new beginning. And inspired me.. in so many ways. Especially.. when it comes to...... E******.

Oh Yah. I met SAM MILBY too. and Ramon Bautista because of Miss Platon. Haha! =p
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..dont let me be a fool wondering.. WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN.

Gimikera nga naman

Yesterday...........................

Yesterday..........................

Yesterday...........................

Anu nga ba lalagay ko dito?

Oh.. I remembered na.

I had a gimmick with Ariane, Yna and PK at Gateway. I invited someone. Takte! That someone read the message the day after I sent the message. She even told me that she went at Gateway during the evening. What a coincidence... But then.. I didn't get to see her.. AWW SAD.

We watched Kutob. It was a very morbid movie. At first we thought, it was a horror movie.. with ghost and monsters and all that. Yun pala, patayan lang sila. Oh Well. Nakakaines yung lead actor dun.. but I think it is part of his role. (or not?) Basta kung magsalita parang lamya lamya na walang kabuhay buhay. It's really irritating.

That will be the movie I will be using for the HRR/MR. Kasi may ticket. Kasi may additional points. I'm really craving for that additional point/s.

Delikado ako sa Gateway. Naubos yung 600 bucks na pinabon sa akin ni nanay.

Tapos, Yna texted my crush.. if he could be my partner sa prom.

AND YES. PUMAYAG SIYA.... if he's not busy during that day.

HAHAHAHAHA! Grabe.. Ang saya saya na feel ko nakakahiya. Mixed emotions actually.

HEHEHE.

Tapos.. kagabi, nag brown out. Good thing.. bumalik yung electricity mga around 10 PM.

Positive SIDE of MY CHRISTMAS

This might make me feel better. ( I HOPE!)

The DAYS BEFORE Christmas

The FAIR which was when?
(Dec 16-18 2005)

December 19, 2005
The Christmas Party and the singing contest. My voice was still husky but then, I guess it was OK. HAHA! :)

December 21,2005
FERNDALE ADVENTURE
This day will be one of the most unforgettable days of my life.

December 23, 2005
Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros
Ang Paggamit ni Danica ng Mic sa YM for the very first time
SM Getaway

December 24,2005
Sino mga nakausap mo?!?!?

December 25, 2005
Bonding with family and relatives. :)
Yikee. Andaming PERA.

Hahahaha!!!! :)

Yeah. It kinda made me feel better.

Gaah

YES. I have the usual default layout. There was an error with the last layout that I have. I'm too tired to edit right now.

GAAH.

Oh, BTW.

MERRY CHRISTMAS


Today is the BIRTHDAY of JESUS CHRIST and not about the FAT GUY in the RED SUIT.

Anyway... It feels good to hear from my relatives abroad. :) It feels good to celebrate Christmas with your family and your relatives.

(WUHOOO. I can use these paragraphs for our Communication Exercise in English)

I was browsing sa friendster.

TAKTE. When I saw.. something.. My mood changed all of the sudden.
TAKTE. Nagselos ako.

TAKTE. That person USED TO be my crush.
Binaon ko na siya sa nakaraan ko.

I'm having this kind of attitude AGAIN.

Takte. I experienced this kind of feeling before. GOOD THING. I moved on.

BUT THEN, It's all coming back to me again.

TAKTE. But YOU'RE ALREADY HISTORY.

Mehn. This is so malabo.

Masaya na sana ako. Andami kong natanggap na pera ngayon PASKO. tapos.. bigla ko nalang mafifeel tong HINDI KO PWEDE MAFEEL.

1 more day to go :)

I’m taking a break from WORK right now. WHAT WORK? I was asked to help out with our family business. My dad slammed the door when I couldn’t take my ass of the computer a while ago. He forgave me when he saw me working with my mom. He even praised me. He told me to do this more often. HAHA! :)

YESTERDAY

Angeli Pira and I went to the SM MALLS. Yes SM MALLS to watch Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros. We went to SM North first because we thought the movie was showing there. When we got there, most of the movies were American movies like King Kong, Merry Christmas etc. Gosh. I almost lost my temper. Good thing I was able to hold it in. HAHAHA. I called up my mom and ask her if she could bring us to SMF. Luckily she agreed to us.

We watched the movie at SMF. I didn’t get the point of the director at first but if you conceptualize deeply the thought of the movie, you’ll get the message of the movie. ( I think?!)

After the movie, we went to the arcade. We played basketball, Car racing ( I hated Angeli for being so good at that ) and Air Hockey (that’s when I forgave her for letting me win this time! HAHA! )

After the arcade, we went to an internet café. I tried to use the mic. HAHAHA. Ang fun. It was my first time to use the mic while chatting.

I got home at about 10 pm. I went online and I slept at about 1:30 AM. I got energetic during the midnight of the 24th. I realized..
1 more day to go… and it’s the BIRTHDAY OF JESUS CHRIST.. not about SANTA CLAUS. More people give more importance to a fictional character than to the one who is REALLY celebrating Christmas.

Christmas Wish List

I was browsing through some blogs. Apparantly, most of their entries are there wishes this Christmas Season. I decided to list down some of my wishes this Christmas Season. =) The ones that are crossed out are the ones that happened already or the things which I received already.

1) Ipod Nano
***the first Christmas-slash-birthday gift I received from my parents.

2) Hi Cut Chucks
***Another Christmas-slash-birthday gift from my yaya. Heehee! :)

3)**** ******
***All I want for Christmas is you. I want to spend it with YOU. AWWW

4) Letter from **** ******
Thanks to Ellanie for a wonderful exchange gift. Unfortunately, I lost the letter the day after I received it. =(

5) World Peace!!

6) Rising Economy of the Philippines!

7) Good Grades!

8) UNO STACKOOO!!!!

9) My own Digicam :)

10) Own Computer (Heehee) (Windows XP! =p) DSL!

11) I want to SPEND CHRISTMAS with my FAMILY and SPECIAL FRIENDS.

12). "HE" will ask to our Prom (awwww! hahahaha!! :) )

13) Talk to **** ******* during Christmas Eve. :)

14) Swimming Pool

15) Learn HOW TO DRIVE

16) NEW warddrobes ;)

17) STUFF TOYS!!!!!!

18) AUDIO CDS and DVDs

19) MONEY!!!!!!!

...This entry seems to be SO materialistic. HAHAHAHAHA. =)

Pero basically.. si # 3 talaga ang gusto ko makasama ngayong Pasko.

Grrr Juice

Just got home from the grocery store.

My shirt got wet because of that dripping juice from the tetrafoil. I was not able to complain to any of the salesman or saleslady there because my mom was in a hurry. They should have more time on checking their products for damages. Tssssssss.

After 10 Years

Hahahaha. COUNTDOWN UPDATE: 3 days to go before CHRISTMAS.

Wuhooo. I don't really feel the spirit of Christmas right now, but still.... I'm excited. Wahahahaha.

Several weeks have passed since I started updating this blog. We had our School Fair last week.

DAY 1.. or should I say NIGHT 1?? DEC.16,2005
We had our Christmas Party during daytime. Enthusiasm filled me in during that day. I was so excited to give gifts and overwhelmed to receive gifts. But for me... GIVING is BETTER than RECEIVING

We had our fair opening during night time. It was really grand.. because we had the tableu presentation and the fireworks.

DAY 2 DEC.17,2005
Mostly Vain Moments. The most awaited event was THE SPOTLIGHT which was... SPECTACULAR. Ate Reg did a wonderful job directing THE SPOTLIGHT. Wow. I was so amazed because she was able to handle that kind of job. I envied the performers because I would like to on top of the stage and perform too. WAHAHA

DAY 3 DEC.18,2005
We heard mass during the morning and played BINGO during the afternoon. I was convinced to play Bingo because the people with me decided to play. It was fun naman pala. At first I thought, it was boring. It will make me sleep. But then, Bingo proved to me that I was wrong when we were already playing the game. The tension and pressure were there while we we flipping the numbers of the Bingo Cards. WAHAHA. Unfortunately... I did not have the taste of winning a thousand or even a hundred bucks. sayang!!!!

BAND AID YEAR 8
This event was one of the BIG EVENTS every fair. Band Aid Year 8 was tremendous. The P180 price was worth it. I get to see CHAMP again. HAHAHAHA! The amateur bands that competed were great too.

Time surely does fly when your having fun. The time flew so fast. For me, bitin yung fair! HAHAHAHAHA. Grabe hah. Mahaba na rin yung time na binigay sa amin pero BITIN PA RIN. =p

DEC 19
We had our House of Dance Christmas Party. I thought I was late. When I got there, I was the first one to arrive. WAHAHAHA. I was part of the singing contest. I was suppossed to back-out. Kaso,sayang sa opportunity. My name was already registered na kasi. LOKO. Joketime lang naman kasi yun eh. Pero.. ok lang. My voice was husky due to simultaneous screaming during the Band Aid. Good thing, I did a nice job singing there. I wasn't able to win but THANK GOD I didn't embarrassed myself. It was fun "pigging out" there. The food that were served were so scrumptious!! NYAHAHAHA.

DEC 21
Who was I with yesterday?

PK, Nicole and Miss Platon. (YES Miss Platon)

We explored the streets of Ferndale Homes. Want more details about it?
Check my Livejournal. I'm too tired to type right now. HAHAHAHA.

http://www.livejournal.com/~pixiestixdanix

Intrams 2005-2006

Our Intramurals is over. AWWWW.

I felt the blissed when they announced that our team, SIFANTA won over-all. Actually, two teams won overall. THANEA and SIFANTA.

We thought Psyche would win overall because most of the winners are from their team.

Contrary to what I felt when we won over-all, I felt heartbroken when our Rhythmic Team didn't win. I wanted to win so badly. Sayang talaga.

I'm going to miss the practices we had. I will miss my rythmicmates. I will miss Mrs.Ben. =p

I will miss the bruises I get with what we do when we practice.

HAHAHA!

Update ule

A lot of things had happened from the past few days. I had a fight with one of my friends.. AGAIN. I knew it. Intrams will always be a curse for me I guess. Haha! Fortunately, We're OK na. Yehey. I admit that it was my fault anyway. It's probably because of the misjudgment that I felt towards *toot*. Anyway.

Intrams will be starting next week. We're finally finish with our routine. We're finish but it's not yet proper though. I hope by next week, we would perfect our routines. YEHEY.

I still have to do my pompoms, but I'm still too lazy to do them.

I felt giddy yesterday when I saw my crush at Karakuch. At first I thought I was only hallucinating. I started rubbing my eyes, stared blankly at Karakuch and HE WAS STILL THERE.

My gulay. He looks good in an ALL BLACK outfit.