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Memories: May 2006

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

15 People

Influenced by Geli

This is how it works. You describe 15 people without mentioning the names of the people you are referring to. GAME!

1) She is one of my close friends. We have not been classmates yet but hopefully, I'll end my senior and last year in SHS with her. I met her when we were still in Second Year. She was actually a new student during that time and I never expected that we would be this close. She is a very bright student, cute and she excels in English. She is THE ENGLISH GIRL. I know this girl is a pianist as well. This girl is very sentimental and has a lot of experiences when it comes to love. Life is lifeless without her. She knows a lot of things about me and vice versa because we are worth each other's trust. I love this girl so much! :)


2) This girl excels in Geometry and Table Tennis. I became close to her when she became my seatmate's seatmate. Our sophomore year was actually the first time when we became classmates and we became friends. We tease her endlessly because of her childishness and cutieness. She is referred to a kawayan sometimes because she is very thin. Despite that, she has the beauty and sexiness and has a potencial to become a MODEL someday. I often use her phone to TAKE pictures of myself. She knows a lot about me too. Like number 1, we are worth each other's trust. We are currently swooning over Channing Tatum right now. This girl is very creative. I influenced her to use Adobe Photoshop, and she was even the one who thought me to use the Adobe Image Ready.I love her despit those times we fought. Oh yeah.. she was the one who told me about the kaon of my crush. Haha :)

3) I've known this girl since grade school but our junior year was the first time when we actually became classmates. We became homeroom groupmates during the first day of our junior year. I assigned her as our LEEder in our group. This talented girl can sing and draw well. She also has the beauty and the brains. I miss our crazy and haLEEparot moments during dismissal time. I miss our group meetings and jamming sessions. We even made our choreography for the song UDJAVI and MAKE IT SHINE.. and so much more. Like me, this girl is vain. Despite not seeing each other for a while, we still keep in touch with our Unlimitext :) We are currently sharing our interest with the PBB housemate mikee LEE :)

4) She was one of my former kabarkada when we were still in grade 6. (although we still keep in touch right now.) Hehe. Unfortunately, each one of has parted our own separate ways. OK, We were often in the same group ( HD & CHEMBOLBEE ). There are times when this girl seems snobbish and grumpy, but deep down, this girl possesses a heart of goodness. She is a great friend who is always there to listen whenever you need somebody to talk to. I could still remember, during grade 6, we've encountered several fights, but we still remained close. :) Right now, I guess were still close and we aren't fighting anymore :)

5) She was my classmate when we were still Prep A and B. We became classmates and seatmates when we were still in grade 4. She also became my classmate, and would you believe my seatmate AGAIN. and in third yr, AGAIN we became classmates AND seatmates. Haha. What a coincidence, she always becomes my seatmates when we are classmates. This girl is VERY CREATIVE and a good dancer when it comes to different genres of dancing. We often belong to the same group ( HD, Cultural Show, Linggo ng Wika, E feet, Rhythmic and Chembolbee ) she was also my roommate along with number 2.

6) She is my batchmate. We never as in NEVER talk to each other until our Junior Year. This girl looks quiet but if you get to know her, she possesses a WILD attitude too. Haha! She is a dog lover and book lover. She was my seatmate during the 4th qtr. I love asking her out during gimicks. She is often the bida when we have presentations. She was the last person who knew about my deepest darkest secret, which apparantly, is not a secret anymore. She is very smart and she excels in Math and Science. There are times wherein I tell her that I'm mad at her, but I'm just pretending, deep down, that's just how I express my love towards her :)

7) She is one of the people who influenced me to watch RENT. I love playing games with her cellphone. We both love dancing too. She is my groupmate in Hana Deka. I slapped her during our AP presentation. Everytime we are together, there are no dull moments with her because we end up laughing together.

8) I met this girl when we were still in first year. We became classmates when we were in third year. I thought that I would not get along well with this person. Little did I know that she is very sweet. :) This chinita is very good in English. She is serious but is fun to be with. We are rooting for GERALD in PBB :)

9) We both share interests when it comes to reality game shows such as Survivor, The Amazing Race and American Idol. She is very trustworthy and she sleeps late like me. Everytime we plan a gimmick, we end up postponing it. Tsssss :p She is my unlimitxtmate and one of the people whom I am close to in the lower level. She is a great friend and Im willing to help her for next year :) She accompanied me during the last day of school :)

10) She is the best friend of number 9. Like number 9, she is also one of the people whom I amclose to in the lower level. We love Katharine McPhee. She also loves Stitch and Lea Salonga. Instead of *AU** she wants to be called *O** instead. She was the one who taught me how to make paper cranes. She came up with the idea to make 1000 paper cranes for someone special. She,along with some of her friends, keeps me company during dismissal time.

11) Since this girl likes FILIPINO so much... magtatagalog ako. Itong babaeng ito? Mahal ang PINOY... at si Baby na MADER niya. Pilya siya at makulit pero ang puso niya ay taglay ng walang himpil na kabutihan. Matalino at Malikhain at proud to be pinoy ika nga. :)

12) This girl loveees SCIENCE so much, and because of that, we got ourselves into trouble. It was because of a futile rumor that destroyed the hearts of some right? She keeps me company with the use of the telephone or sometimes, we text each other instead. She's in incoming sophomore and loves PIGLET so much :)

13) It was Prep A when we became classmates. We never became classmates when we were still in Grade School until, High School came. For 3 consecutive years, from first year up to third year and hopefully until 4th yr, we will still become classmates :) She is a very good leader, with the beauty and the brains. We became investy mates when we were in first year and third year. We often go out for gimiks and she visits me here too. She loves to eat, and she thinks she's fat. She HATES scary and morbid movies. Like number one, love has a great impact on her. She's vain like me.

14) This girl is veeeeeeery sweet. Kulang nalang langgamin ito e :) Haha. Everytime I kiss her she goes "AWWW". We never speak to each other before until THIRD YEAR came. I never knew that she was very sweet. People loves her because of her sweetness and perkiness. I admire her because she knows how to appreciate her very beautiful natural wavy her. Look what she got during the prom... Miss Crowning Glory!!.. This girl is very lucky.. and you know what? She used to be a vegetarian :P She is our leader during the 4th qtr in E FEET!! and hopefully, maging classmates pa rin kami. Our Junior Year of togetherness is NOT ENOUGH. This girl whom I LOVE, is the one that loves EVERYBODY and is loved by EVERYBODY :)

15) Finally, the last person whom I referring to, is no other than, our mentor who introduced to us William Shakespeare and Hamlet. She introduced us to so many genuises such as Pablo Neruda, William Ernest Henley, Edgar Allan Poe... and herself. She was not just a mentor for me, she was my inspiration my idol and a dear friend to me. I know she does not feel the same way towards me but WHAT THE HEY? c",) She is very pretty (inside and out indeed), she's approachable, talented and smart. I thank her for all the moments we've shared and for every tidbits of each moment that she keeps me company. I know that she has touched the life of mine, but not just mine, the life of others as well. :) I thank GOD for giving me this person, who healed the pain of my tragic past, even though she reminded me of that past. She has been great. The year I've spent with her IS NOT ENOUGH. I envy those batches that she would be teaching next year, . and I'm hoping that she would still handle ours.


+++ Whewww!! I had this retyped because nag hang yung computer. GUMAGANA KASI YUNG RECOVER POST when I restarted the computer e (Sarcastic tone)


COMMENT KAYO... kahit sino pwedeng manghula :)

TODAY

TAGLISH entry for now :)


Today was the last day of training. Nako. I was not able to join because of my stupid fragment. Nainggit nga ako sa mga kasama ko nung nag coconditioning sila and at dance. Daming new steps. Shitness. Tas may audition pa next school year. I'm not sure if I can still join kasi baka hindi pa ako recovered ng mga time na yun. Waaah. I can't let this happen. Since then, pinangarap ko makasama sa team so that I would be able to boost my confidence, tumaas self esteem ko.. at sumikat (diii joke!).. its not about populairty... its about my dream tska shempre... to do something smashing FOR GOD and for my alma matter. To meet new friends, to learn new stuff.. and of course, its my passion to move to the groove and perform. :) I can't let this INJURY ruin my moment. haha. Last Year ko na nga lang sa school e. Fudgeness. If I have the power to turn back time, tapos, maibabalik ko sa dati ang kamay ko.... nakaka inis. Stupid ko kasi e, di ko mabalanse sarili ko. I HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME BUT MYSELF. OH WELL. I guess I'll just have to pray and wait for a miracle na sana maHEAL na tong finger ko. Enough with the drama, masaya ako ngayon e.


So before we went home, nagkainan kami. Grabe. Naumay ako sa mga sweets kasi halos lahat kami matatamis yung mga dinala. Then, nagkwentuhan kami nung ibang members with Coach. Nakakakiliiiig yung mga kinwento niya. It was sad and sweet at the same time. Then, after nun edi uwian na. While waiting for my sundo, I met some of my former teachers. Aba sabi ni Mrs Torralba tumangkad daw ako. Tas si ms sabordo, tumaba daw ako. Haha. Nakausap ko rin si Mrs Dino, Ms Canivel, Mrs Abreu, Ms Dioquino, Ms del Mundo and Ms Platon.Grabe, tagal ako nasundo kc d pla nbbsa ni mommy yung pasundpo na po texts ko. Nyaaaay. Pero ok lang... Worth it naman pag stay ko e Haha!! :)

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grbe nung nagkita kami ni *t0ot* alam na siguro ng iba toh... ang saya... nung nakita ko sya tas nag uusap kami feeling ko.. sobrang tagal ko na siya di nakakausap at nakikita tas sabik na sabik talaga ako kanina... WOWOWEE!! <3

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Nakakainlove si Elliott Yamin!!! Hahaha

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Nakachat ko ang aking beloved classmate na si Paula na sobrang miss ko na. Nakakatawa talaga ng pinag uusapan namin yung mga hidden talents nya. Hihi... Bilib na bilib talaga ako dun

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That's all for now

Saturday, May 27, 2006

College -- UP

OK. Everyone, not everyone, but my batchmates and I are preparing ourseleves for college (although I know were not 100 % ready for that) Everyone has been ranting what their courses are, so allow me to share mine with you.

UP Diliman
1) BA Psychology
2) Family Care and Child Development

UP Manila
1) Behavioural Science
2) Physical Therapy

I'm really concerned on helping out other people. I'm into Media and Writing as well, But I think I would be happier if I join a career that would help other's out. Haha :)

I went to the orthopedic surgeon(yikes! surgeons) yesterday. My right hand is embedded in a cast right now. The doctor gave me a fright when he suggested that he needs to inject my finger with anestisya so that he could make my finger straight. Apparantly, my finger is twisted and dislocated, and my bone has been broken down into 4 fragments so it really needs some serious therapy right now. I'll be wearing my cast for 4 to 6 weeks which will apparantly interfere when school starts. If the problem does not wear off, we might as well proceed with a surgery. WHOAA! My pain tolerance is very weak that's why I ended up crying in front of so many people in the hospital. I want to refuse with the surgery and injection but there will be a complexity with my fingers. Right now, MY RING AND PINKY FINGERS ARE TOO CLOSE. I CAN'T BEAR THE PAIN WHEN I TRY TO TEAR THEM APART.

Friday, May 26, 2006

Ambidextrous

My right hand is currently at hiatus and my left hand is doing all the work right now. Its becoming productive. I'm getting used to texting with my left hand only,eating with it.. and hopefully, I can do one hand cartwheels with it. My right hand is becoming thick because it is swollen. I can't play in arcades anymore. I can't perform stunts yet.

Waaah!

Tonight I can write some lines of despair
Coz all you do is never care
When I need you, You're never there

I'm currently practicing writing with my left hand. My penmanship is like a gradeschooler's penma.Eventually, I'll learn. haha. and become ambidextrous(naksz!)

Haha Its hard to type

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Hayuf

Congratulations TAYLOR HICKS! :) Hahaha. I guess he won because I think he was the only one who did not became one of the bottom 3.

Anyway,

I found myself swooning over CLAY AIKEN :) Haha. Hot Guy. With a Hot Voice.. AAAH :)

I broke my ring finger bone today. I fell down and I accidentally twisted my finger bone leaving my bones into tiny fragments. My finger is embedded in a cast with wood to be able to fix the fracture.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Ms. Lonely

I'm currently at Ever Gotesco Commonwealth right now. My mom is about to fetch me.. Finally! :) I've waited for an hour.. just for her to get HERE and fetch me. Nature os calling me and I don't want to answer her in a public place like here.

We jus finish watching MI3. It was so cool, confusing, and it someone left us hanging on some parts. I don't want to be a spoiler so I won't tell what it is. You just have to find it out when you watch the movie.

Sunday, May 21, 2006

I have NO RIGHT

I was browsing through the net and I stumbled accross a blog of a friend of a friend of mine. This certain someone is someone....... I'll leave you in suspense. I don't want to evaluate on furthur information regarding THIS MATTER. I stumbled across a blog of someone and while I was reading it, I felt a sudden grudge that's within me. I know I don't have prerogative to get jealous but I just can't fight the certain emotion.

I mean, On a situation when your desperately longing to be with this certain someone and that person seems reluctant to, at least, soothe your satisfaction. While on the other hand, the certain someone that you desperately long for would not hesitate to come along and grapple the opportunity with the other person.

How patheticly dramatic :

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While I was reading the newspaper I while ago, I saw an interview of Elliott Yamin. He is such a great and inspirational guy. I swoon the moment I hear him sing, and see him connects with audience like me.

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I watched CRASH the other day and it opened my eyes to different kinds of racial discrimination in the present time. It's a very provocative film.I just can't seem to find the reason why SOME people are so skeptical and keep on stereotyping. Like the case between the Black and White Americans,some people think of Arabs as terrorists, and all those types of racisms, It just seems so unfair. Each and everyone of us is unique but we are also equal at the same time.

I pray to God, and I hope someday that racial discrimination will cease in this mourning universe.

Friday, May 19, 2006

Eastwood | Elliott Yamin :(

I had a gimmick with two of my friends named Ariane and Trixie. I texted them if they could go with me because I was friggin bored. So my mom and I fetched them from their review classes. While we were in the car, we were discussing what we are going to take up for college. Trixie and I thought of taking up Psychology. We were amazed by how psychologists work. Like for instance they would hold up a picture, show it to the patient and ask the patient what he or she sees on the drawing. We would like to examine people as well.

When we got there, we told each other that we were looking forward to watching Da Vinci Code;Nevertheless, only 18 years and older are allowed to watch the movie. We even had the same ideas to pretend to be 18 to be able to watch Da Vinci Code. It came to our awareness though that we might get ourselves into trouble. BIG trouble. So we ended up watching Poseidon instead. We had no choice, because that's the only movie we were allowed to watch. The rest of the movies were Da Vinci Code.

So anyway, before watching the movie, we planned of going to the arcade. We won lots of tickets and we even had a slot on that karaoke machine. As we were singing simultaneously we notce that our scores were descending. From 83 I think, to 75, to 63. Man. We would like to smash the karaoke machine. Haha. The air hockey had 3 chips, so we got tired of striking. Especially me, against 2 people. But I still won against them. Haha.

I never expected Poseidon to be great and entertaining. At first I thought it would be like the other movies were people sleep in the middle of it. It was breath-taking and kinda realistic. There was a scene wherein people were drowning and I felt as if I can barely breathe and I was drowning too.

After the movie, we decided to play some games in the arcade. We also had our sticker photos taken. We filled up the photos with so many stamps, such as hearts, dogs, skull, stars and so much more. We wrote our names on the photos as well. We kept on erasing because we kept on screwing it up.

Before we got home, we bought ourselves some treats from McDonalds. I was having a hard time on drinking my coke on the way home because I forgot to get myself a straw. I was trying to drink from the opening of the straw then, I ripped the cup of coke and it spilled on me. Good thing we have tissues to cover the opening. I also noticed that liquid molecules collides rapidly with molecules of papers. (nyaaak!)

Anyway, we also talked about ridiculous things to happen such us....

if all of that coke spills in the car, we would drown ourselves, like the one we watched in the movie.

as if a bottle of a refreshment can drown people. Haha.

I got home, and as soon as I got home, I turned on the television right away. While I was surfing through the channels, I suddenly saw that American Idol was still on on ABC 5.

Elliott Yamin is officially gone. It really upsets me to know, that his officially gone.

ELLIOTT YAMIN.
Good Voice, Good Man, Hot Guy, I'm desperately longing for that moment to meet HIM. :)

Well, actually, as I have said before, I love the final 4. So, whoever gets voted out, it hurts me to bits.

Whoever wins, I'd be happy for him or her.

Katharine's good.. and beautiful.

Taylor kicks butt. Haha :)



Wednesday, May 17, 2006

No Day, But Today



I'm so inlove with RENT right now. Some of my friends were yanking and ranting about RENT which I did not know a thing or two about it. Out of my curiosity, I bought myself a copy of the movie, and eventually, I fell for it. Hahahaha.

It is one of the "must see movie" of the year.

Daily Dose of Embarrassment

Something hilarious at the same time embarrassing happened to me today. After gymnastics class, I saw my mom outside the gym. I saw this car that looked exactly like our car. The car we were using was my uncle’s car so I don’t know the car’s plate number.



Little did I know that the door of the car that I was opening was not the door of OUR car.
When I got on the car, I saw this guy, who, obviously was not my mom, and was a complete stranger to me. Both of us looked shocked, and then I saw my mom calling me from afar, and that’s when I realized, I actually got on the wrong car. I apologized to the guy and we just giggled and laugh.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Partying All Day Long

Some of my friends will be coming over and will be hanging out at my place. We will be partying all day long. Haha.

I heart Fred Payawan of PBBteens Edition. <3

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Happy Mother's Day

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Here's picture of my Mother's Day Gift for my mom. I didn't buy this from the mall, but I made it.. straight from my heart. :)

With the help of the computer, printer and Adobe Photoshop 7.0, I was able to create my gift.

I have not given her my gift yet but I hope she appreciates it.

Love you mom. :)

Thanks for being there to support me with the thing I do. Thanks for reprimanding me for my shortcomings and wrongdoings. Thanks for not letting me out on a gimmick whenever there is a rit out there. Thanks for being so strict because, in that way, I can feel that you truly care.

Sorry for the times when I talk back against you. Sorry if I disobey you. Sorry for being selfish sometimes. Sorry if I had been a pain in the butt.

Even though I'm being such a little devil, thanks for still forgiving me and accepting me for who I am.

Love you Mom.

I hope each and everyone of you who reads this, would able to show how you love your mom. Not just every Mother's Day, but each day that passes by, before its too late.

Thursday, May 11, 2006

Pablo Neruda & American Idol

Tonight I can write the saddest lines


Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

--Pablo Neruda

I simply adore his affection and creativity. I met Pablo Neruda last year. Miss Platon was the one who introduced him to us. I guess Mister Pablo was one of the reasons why I got so hooked up with literature and poetry. =p

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...WE'RE DOWN TO THE FINAL 3

Chris Daughtry?(unsure of his last name) got voted off American Idol too night. Aww. I loved the man's voice. Haha. It's actually difficult to choose from the final 4 ( Elliott Yamin, Taylor Hicks, Chris Daughtry and of course, the sexy, gorgeous and talented Katharine McPhee)

Woohoo. I got nervous and I almost cried because the judges concluded that Jat's performance was at risk. Grrrrr. But I'm truly happy because she manage to stay. I love Katharine McPhee. =)

She is even the last girl who stayed in American Idol.

I love Katharine McPhee, Taylor Hicks and Elliott Yamin.

..but I bet Elliott Yamin will win. I love Elliott as much as I love Kat and Taylor. So it really confuses me whom I'm going to vote for. (yuck! as if naman makakaboto dito sa Pinas through text! Haha)

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It's getting late. So what? The night IS young. Hahaha. I can actually hear raindrops that sings sweetly in my ears, with matching angry thunder.

Mom is throwing a furious look at me coz I still don't want to get my butt off the computer. Haha. I'm feeling drowsy right now but I ain't in the mood to sleep yet. Talk about irony.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Crush List

Haha.. This post will be Tagalog for now. Hayaan niyo ako magwala at ilabas ang nilalaman ang saloobin sa wikang Tagalog sapagkat mas maihahayag ko ang nadarama ko ng mas may buhay at diwa. Nyaay.

ANYWAY.. haha :)

Blind Items # 1:

OK. Isang araw may nakilala ako. Siya si *****. Tapos nagkagusto siya kay ***.

Blind Items # 2:

Isang araw namulat ang aking mga mata sa katotohanan na HOT pala talaga si ****. May gusto siya kay ****. Nainspire nga ako mag fold ng damit dahil kay ****.

Blind Item # 3:
Galit na galit ako sa taong ito. ****** ang kanyang pangalan. Sabi niya kasi habulin daw siya. Pero narealize ko, ANG CUTE PALA NIYA. :)

Blind Item # 4:
Siya si ***. Enough Said. Bwahahaha

Kilala niyo ba kung sino ang tinutukoy ko? Pwes, hulaan niyo.

Hahahaa. Ang makakakuha magkakaroon ng isang milyong dolyar. Hahaha. (nyeh asa)

Muscle Strain

Grrness. I've been absent for 2 days due to this muscle strain that disturbs me so. I can't let pain stop me from doing something I want. I'm so demn confuse if I should stay at home and rest, or execise and still endure the pain to feel that relief. I want something to alleviate this this.. melancholic tragedy.. (yuck whaathhaphrase!) I miss training and learning new things. I guess I'll even have a harder time catching up with what's in store for me. :/

Monday, May 08, 2006

Officially Missing...

Since I'm bored right now, I decided to write a special entry about the people I miss. I won't post pictures anymore. This entry can serve "The picture is worth a thousand words" regarding mny entry before.

KATARUNGAN 06

One of the best class I ever had. I officially miss the countless joys, tears, laughters and craziness I had with this class. Even though we seem to be tackless at times, all the time rather, and even though our teachers reprimand us for our recklessness and naughtiness, I still lone our class. There are moments wherein most of us would break the rules and regulation of our school, but we still manage to handle it. Despite the difficult subjects we encounter, we manage to enjoy and learn at the same time because we love each other. Hahaha. Nyaaaak.

HANA DEKA


I have been part of the group since first quarter. This group is compose of

Maxirose Enriquez -- James Yap, Singing Artist Yan :)
Charie Kay Gonzales -- Geom Queen
Ellanie Recalde -- Noli Girl
Kim Mapua -- basketball Kurt
Anne Cunanan -- Ganooon? Goodbye Class-- Mrs. Torralba.. haha :)
Vianca Ramirez -- Dancing Artist toh
Danica Perez -- Thaaaat's Me. :) Love ko English pero yoko ng Eng Campaign :p

The history of our name actually came from Vianca's notebook because we had a hard time for making a group name. So instead we just named ourselves with a notebook's name. Hahaha :)
Hahaha. I never expected that we would be close to each other. Haha. I will miss our never ending groupings, group meetings, eating sessions (weh!), pasaway sessions sa classroom, teasing moments, Vain Moments and everything we shared and these will never be forgotten. Haha. :) I love HANA DEKA.

Seatmates ( Karen, Vianca, Jill, Jamie, Anne Cunanan, Anna Ignacio, DomBee, Kim)

I looooove my seatmates so much. I am thankful because they were patient with my mischievousness, and if sometimes I kept on asking them questions based from our lessons which I don't understand.

Karen: Paolo Jung!! Hahaha
Vianca: Pasaway ka palang bata ka
Jill: Chalk Girl sulat ng sulat kung saan2 toh at Geom Master toh! (all hail)
Jamie: Korean Addict ka rin pala noh? :)
Anne: Haha. Hoy.. Alam mo baa... Hahaha.. :) Galit ka na eh?!?
Anna Ig: Oh No.. This Can't be Happening.. Hala Kala ko si Gertrude pinag uusapan natin. Hahahaha =p

Special Message for Anna Ig:
Thanks sa lahat lahat hah. :) for my memorable birthday because,,alam mo na yun. haha. :) and then thanks for your friendly advices. tska yung binigay mo yung "letter" kay :) kasi nahihiya ako. Thanks tlaga. Tska paghelp dun sa YM issue. Hala tagal mo ng di ol miss na kita ah!! :)

DomBee: Lets help each other hah? Haha
Kim: Uiii, anu yung ganito, ganyan.. hahaha.. tas Tawa nalan ng tawa, Gusto mo ng almo? haha

E-FEET

This group is my Sci Lab, Group 10 mates. Shempre kasama ka nanaman Vianca Ramirez. Karen Orijola. Kristaaaaa.. The Girl Next Door Responsible Leader. Dba??! :) Hahaha. I miss these guys. I miss our endless laughters, craziness, jamming sessions, patago tago kay Mrs Torralbs ng kababalaghan like pag pina paaral niya tau.. we play a game instead. Hahaha. Remember?.. Molecular Geometry at Sweet Corn. Hahaha. Ice Cream Making at Soap Making. Yikess. Hahaha. AWWWW. I'll miss Group 10 and the Chemistry Laboratory.

Tete, Paula, Poj, Teptep, Gemmalie, Aica

I'll miss my lovable frontmates, sidemates, backmates.. I have been their provider ever since then. Hahaha. Supplier ng glue at papel. Of course I won't forget those times. Hahaha. Then again, HINDING HINDI MAWAWALA ANG KABALIWAN at TEASING MOMENTS NATIN DBA? :)

Officers

Koko - Ang ating presidenteng mahal na mahal ang wikang Tagalog. Asawa ni Ely Buendia. Mamimiss ko ang mga oras na nagagalit ka sa klase dahil para din sa kabutihan namin ito. Naks. :) Ang galing mo Koko. Aylabyu :)

Niña - bisi presidenteng.. SOOPER VAIN. she always has her mirror by her side. Haha. Her mirror is actually her best friend. Oh well. Ninya has been a great classmate and leader. F.I. din yan :) Yihee. I miss you. and I love you Niña.


Aica - SEXYtary. Yihee. Mrs. Dino. Dioni. S** is my thing daw O. Haha. Nako. ikaw ang nagpa supervised work sa akin. JOKE lang. :)


Oma - yihee. Oma the great TREASURER. :) Laging Aktibo sa klase. Sobrang sexy treasurer. Hihihihi :) Fartner ko sa P.E. dun sa arnis. Haha :)


Pristine - PRO. Haha. Dancer yan. Super smart. GOD FEARING. AP Project. Marcos. Vain ka rin pala. :)

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Jennylyn Your so nice. A great and talented artist. Great Friend Fun to be with. Sobrang Trustworthy. Thanks for being so great JEN. I love your name Remember? :)

Clarissa
FudgeLove! :) Young Animator's Club. Haha. :) MONEY.. PERA. MANNY!!!! <3>Nicki
Best English Speaker slash "Debator". Haha. She reminds me of Miss Platon in so many ways. riiight. Hahaha. :) Cool cool. :) Loveyouuuu :)

Keishia
Powerpoint Presentation! Haha :) Si Paxton Grammar Girl. Hihi. I love you Keish. :)

Lolo
naligaw pa ako sa granwood pagpunta sa house niyo. hihi. Investy mate. vege shake! yehboi that rocks. love you.. miss you too. :)

Yna
my classmate from first year until third year. sleepover mate ko toh. pati investy mate. riiight. Love you Ynaaa. Assus. Miss Pacle ;)

Cha
basketball addict! :) Hahaha. Hmmmmmm.. Psaway toh PERO SWEET. yehes. :) Whatelse? Globemate at Sunmate ko toh eh. Nyahaha :)

Krista
*kiss* awwwww! :) I love you Krista!! :) Sweet sweet mo tlga. :)

Charisse
oi.. sister ni ate reg. long lost twin sister. Hehehe. :) Love you Charisse. :) Mwaaah!


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Aji
Thanks sa pag invite sa Youth Camp. I've had such a great time with you guys. Thanks for UHM.. everything at kay ***. Haha. Goodluck kay LR HAH? miss na kitaaa :)

Nikki Tan
How's Mother? TARA LET US STALK. Stalking is fuuun. Tara samahan kita kay Sister mo.
Its been great knowing Nikki Tan. She's one of the craziest, creative, risk taker and sweet people that I've met. :)
Hope that she's one of my classmates next year. :)

Gem Flores
I guess we just recently met when we were still in Second Year. I never thought that we will be THIS CLOSE. right Bevs? Haha. :) Thanks for Everything Bevs. For the craziness, for being trustworthy, for being there always.. I'm sorry for the wrong doings that I committed. Wherever you are.. I want you to know that I want to talk to you right now coz I miss you so much na. Sana mabasa mo toh. Love you So MUCH. Mwaaah :) Sang lupalop ng mundo ka ba ngaun.. ? Haha :)

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Charie Kay

Thanks sa lahat lahat. Thank you sa mga supporta at encouragement at shempre for being ever so trustworthy. Haha. Sorry kung maraming moments na inaway kita. Lalo na sa Term Paper na yan. Haha. Hmmm. Thanks sa Puerto Galera at kay Channing Tatum. Haha. Mabuti kang tao Charie Kay, Im sorry if there are moments wherein I took your kindness for granted. I hope somehow, may nagawa naman akong mabuti for you. I love you. Honey. Baliw. Thanks for eveything. Civilization Remember? Nyaaaaaaa :

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Miss Platon

Miss Jennie Jo Platon, I thought I would not like this teachar at first. First impression ko sa kanya?.. mataray and snob. Those adjectives are the actual opposite of Miss Platon's attitude. Grabe. . . she's one helluva teacher because of her.. talents.. and her capability to inspire many students. She has been favored by so many... people.. grabe. She is easy to reach. Haha :)

Masayang Ka-YM, ka blog, she's always there to listen.. :) and There to reach out for you. Haha. :) It sucks that she only thought us for one year which isn't enough. AWWW. :)
Love na love ko tlga si Miss Platon at IDOL KO TOH. :)

message to future students of miss platon :
Haha :) Don't take her kindness for granted. :) alagaan niyo siya hah? :)


Mrs. Dino

Agh. Thanks for making Geometry a memorabe and fun experience amidst all those oh so hard to memorize formulas, angles, postulates.. blablabla.
and aside from that.. you've been such a great disciplinarian. :) Haha. :) thanks for being a great level coordinator as well.

I miss you Mrs. Dino. I love youuuuu! :)

future students ni Mrs.Dino.. SUPERSTAR yan si Mrs Dino eh!! Dba? Haha. :) Kaya alagaan niyo siya hah. :) Sobrang saya nyan magturo.. :) pero dapat di lang puro joketime. :)

Mrs Torralba

Chemistry has been a fun experience for us because of Mrs. Torralba's wackiness and craziness.

Sabi nilaaa.. Haha :) Kahit papano.. we'll miss you. Haha. I'm sure useful yung super ikling time na pagtetest for our future endeavors. Haha :)

may mga times nakakatakot si mrs torralba pero marerealize mo nakakatawa pala si miss at sobrang super baet niyan at considerate. ;)

Miss Aureada

mamimiss ko toh at namimiss ko toh super. haha. katulad nung kay miss platon akala ko snobbish din siya tska masungit. pero mali pala ako. anu ba yan. hahaha. sobrang bait ni miss aureada. haha. ganda ganda pa ng hair tska sweet. saya kausap nito e. naalala ko pa nga nung pasko eh dba miss? love na love ko tohng si mss aureada.. sayang isang year ang namin siya nakasama. :(

Miss Malayas

grabe so cool and astig na CL teacher toh. hahaha there are moments na panama talaga yung lesson niya. pero dahil sa striking lessons niya naapply tlga namin yung mga natututunan namin sa CL sa aming evryday life. sobrang galing pa sumayaw ni miss malayas eh. at pwity pwity. tas because of her thought provoking questions.. tlagang mas matututo ka. :)

Miss Canivel

WOW. haha. sobrang fun talaga ng mga world history ni miss canivel. sobrang bait pa nya. at daming kwento na sobrang interesting. ill miss you miss canivel.

Miss Aniago

mabait si miss aniago at makwento. tska mahaba pasensya niyan. ahihi. daming fans ni miss aniago. sorry po kung naging pasaway po ako sa class at napabayaan ko po yung pinoy pero magaling si miss aniago. mabait at magaling kumanta:) love ko si Miss aniago at sobrang determined din niya eh:)

Miss Ambat

grabe. naalala ko lagi ko kinukulit si miss ambat nung first year at second year. ilang beses na rin ako pinagalitan niyan pero grabe sobrang cool pa rin niya. hahaha.. miss na miss ko na tlga si miss ambat.. sooper miss ko na toh eh.. hahaha :) basta yun. :) naalala ko pa dati lagi ko siyang binibigyan ng kung ano2ng stuff at inaaya sa gimik pero ni isang gimik di naman natuloy. awww.. anyway.. i miss miss ambat sobra! haha :)

and for..

Miss Nancy Sabordo

sobrang bait ni miss sabordo. hinding hindi ko malilimutan yung mga times na nilalapitan ko si miss sabordo eh. basta sobrang bait niyan. tapos hindi pa ata toh nagagalit so yun. tapos di siya pikon tska she's very determined. sayang nga di ko siya naabutan nung giving out of cards kasi na late siya. gusto ko pa naman makausap nun. oh well. :) miss ko na toh.. and ill miss mah adviser pag 4th yr na ko. :)

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Pola

o yan. :) hehe. gawan din kita. tska miss na rin naman kita ngaun eh. anyway. si pola.. last year ko pa toh nakilala. grabe nga siya kasi nakilala pala nya mga crush ko kahit di pa kami ganun ka close. anyway ka club ko toh. tas uhhm sa pagkakaalam ko nakilala ko siya kasi inadd nya ako sa YM. hahaha :) thanks talaga for everything kahit may mga moments na sobrang bulgar mo OK lang yun. Hahaha. love you. sayang talaga nung last day eh. Haha galing mag isip ng gift ideas nito eh :)Pola Paper Cranes.. nag work siya actually! ANG SAYA NOH?.. alagaan niyo siya hah. ilang beses ko na rin toh sinasabi sa inyo. haha :)

Wilma

ANG BEST FRIEND NI POLA. haha. dapat diba aalis tau.. hmm thanks tlaga for being such a great and trustworthy friend. naalala ko pa nga dati pareho tau ng crush dba? hay nako. hahaha :) baliw tlga yun. anyway. thanks for your friendly advices tska uhhm.. sa walang kasawang text sa globe.. tska nga pala.. isa ka rin pala sa gumawa ng paper cranes. sobrang malupit tong si wilma pero great friend rin yan. pareho sila ni pola eh. hehe

It seems as though I'm making a testimonial for the people I've mentioned here. But anyway.. here are the people that I truly miss right now. HEHEHE. love you guys. :)

I MISS HOD! sobra. :( sobrang saya ng experience ko sa HOD. at sobrang daming ko natutunan at nakilala at naging friends. hahaha :) tska.... basta. :) I miss HOD super.


pagod na ako.. pero hindi ibig sabihin na wala ka dito.. ay nde kita namimiss ah.. : MEJO PAGOD LANG AKO NGAUN KAYA DI KO PA MAEELABORATE LAHAT pero miss ko na tlga lahat kayong friends ko at family members. haha :D

Sunday, May 07, 2006

FEAR

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I loathe fear.

It is a big factor that hinders me, or us rather, from doing something we want.

It is a big factor that hinders me from learning something new that is extremely hard.

There are a thousand words behind this ONE BIG WORD.

I know that each and everyone of us has something to be afraid of but sometimes we must FACE those FEARS. Facing our fears is a big step to help us overcome our fear.

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Anyway, I'm having a day-off right now. Tomorrow, I'll be off to my usual routine.

Training.

I've been experiencing various emotions regarding this matter.
The bliss is there because I'm part of something which I've desperately longing for a very long time. It scares the hell out of me whenever it comes to my mind that I might not be able to catch up with them.

I'm in the stage of confusion right now. If this is whatI really want, well then, I must be willing to take the risk. I must be open to what's in store for me. As I have mentioned a while back,

facing my fear is something to consider to be able to overcome it.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Another Cheesy-slash-CORNY Entry

Since most of the blogs I've read have posts about L-O-V-E, I will do my rendition as well. Base on my perspective, love is not just a simple feeling but rather an emotion that is not inevitable. As you can see, or feel rather, love is ironic in the world we live in. It is actually the thing that would make us laugh and cry at the same time. The first wound or hurt we get will always linger in our minds and our hearts. It is the first time we encountered this certain emotion, hence, this love won't fade away.

There are those moments wherein we thought that we give up on love, but as time passes by, we realize that we rather choose to love than to abstain from it.

There are three things we ought to keep and keep in mind whenever we feel "in-love". Patience, Determination, Strength. Loyalty, and Trust.


Patience is very very very is a must when it comes to love because they say that genuine love waits.
Determination and Strength is a need for whatever stuggles we encounter. We must learn to accept if we learn to love a person that can't actually love us back. The world is big enough for us to search for that one person who owns the key of the door that leads to our hearts. We can't avoid the feeling of getting hurt. We must fight the feeling, move on, learn from our mistake and learn to be stronger.

Loyalty and Trust should always be present in love as well. Only two hearts are needed to be binded as one. Trust is the ultimate contender of Jealousy and Hostility.

Expectations and lack of trust can set a barrier between lovers which can make the two distant from each other.

Love is a contradiction.

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There are moments when you think that you long for this person desperately. This are the moments when you have the incompetency to survive without this certain person. You feel obsess and eventually, this certain person feels that your grip is too tight. It's rather abstaining yourself from the his/ her to alleviate the tragic feeling of missing her, or simply sacrificing your own happiness for this certain person.

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We don't learn and we don't find love, it just comes our way. Reasons can't deal with love because we don't have any reasons on how we feel love.



Though many times tears fall from our eyes, it is better, for once, LOVE, eventually, made you.. happy.

TV Mayhem

I just finished eating dinner and watching two shows at the same time. PBB and American Idol. I concentrated more on American Idol though, because, flipping through two channels makes me dizzy and American Idol airs only 2 times a week. Tonight's PBB is just the nomination night so there isn't any thrills or tasks yet. Haha.

Apparently, whenever I watch American Idol while eating dinner, I gain my appettite, which keeps me sane. The songs that the contestants' sing are simply astounding. The judges' comments, especially, Simon being frank keeps the entertainment going on.

I joined gymnastics training a while ago. I made a fool out of myself with some stunts but it's OK. We're not perfect beings so I'm just the typical person who will eventually learn from her mistakes.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Beach Escapade

As I have mentioned a while back, Charie Kay, along with her family, and I went to Puerto Azul yesterday. The trip was tiring nevertheless its fun of course. We never got tired of collecting sea shells, collecting these little crabs and of course spotting those jelly fishes the looked like gulamans along the shoreline. We also had our vanity moments of course. Pics can be found if you click here

Monday, May 01, 2006

Break

Finally, I will be having the "usual normal break" that everybody takes during summer, but this one is kind off.. "usual extraordinary break". why extraordinary?.. I will be heading off to the beach with Charie Kay, my school friend. NOT with my parents. At first I asked my parent to accompany me to Puerto Azul because Charie and the rest of her family will be there. They were too lazy to join with me. Charie invited me to go with her instead. I asked my parent's consent if its ok to join them. Surprisingly, Eerie and Unexpected as it may seem, but my parents actually allowed me to go with them. Yeahboi. :)

Anyway Gotta Run. Hahaha ;)