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Memories: June 2006

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Friday, June 30, 2006

Tune it Up

Got this from Astrid's blog.

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever music player you have on random.
Step 2: Post a line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: No cheating.

1)I wanted life to be this way, coz a lil bit of love could mean so much
2)everybody(2x) lets get into it, lets get stupid, get it started, get it started,
3)ilang awit pa ba ang aawitin, o giliw kooo
4)she said goodbye, to many time befooore
5)I knew it was there, though I try to hide it the feeling just kept on shining through
6)Soaring, Flying, There's not a star in heaven that we can't reach
7)I've learned the hard way, so never let it get thaat faaar
8)Pasenya na, kung ako ay, di nagsasalita
9)Maliit na Butas, Lumalake..
10) Namulat ako, at ngayo'y nag-iisa, pagkatapos ng ulaan
11)Take me as you are, Push me off the road
12)They say there's always magic in the aiiir
13)And yes we've just begun.. Sharing horizons that are new to us, watching the signs along the way, talking it over just the two of us..
14)Ayoko na muna makita ka, ayoko na muna makasama ka, gusto ko sana makapag isa
15)I know you want it, I know you do
16)Lahat tayo'y mayroong pagkakaiba, sa tingin palang ay makikita na..
17)Didn't mean to hurt you badly, Don't think that I am fooling around with you, So sorry for the time you have wasted on me, so sorry for the things that you went through
18)Magkahawak ang ating kamay, na walang kamalay malay
19)No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing
20)What you gonna do with all that junk, all that junk
21)At ayokong magising, sa umagang nag aakit
22)Would You look at her, she looks, she's got me thinking about her constantly, but she don't know how I feel
23)Ikaw sana, ang aking yakap yakap..ang iyong kamay ang aking laging hawak
24)Dadalhin kita sa aking bahay, di tayo magaaway, aalis tau sa tunay na mundo
25)Tale as old as time, truth as it can be
26)Come and lay here beside me, I'll tell you how it feels
27)If your looking for trouble, you've come to right place
28)Bawat araw sinusundan, di ka naman tumitingin, anong aking, dapat gawin
29)525,600 minutes, how do you measure a year in a life
30 I know that something has changed, never felt this way, and right here tonight...

Thursday, June 29, 2006

People are NEVER satisfied

Sometimes, I could never get away from being insecure. I reckon that IRONY is LIFE's best friend, and, as a matter of fact, Life's enemy as well.

As I have mentioned a while back..

Love is actually the root of all evil.

How ironic isn't it? Isn't love the one, that makes you blissfully happy, but nevertheless, you end up ripping your heart out?

Isn't it ironic that, some people envy you for what you have, but you still end up feeling insecure and unsatisfied?!

Isn't it ironic that, for example today, you end the day with very good mood, you feel so alive and enlightened, but then the next day, you end up feeling like you've been beaten up by some wild cat beast and you feel that you'll die soon?!

Isn't it ironic that, when it comes to other people's problems, you can help them out so easily, but when it comes to solving your own problems, you feel like your lost inside a confusing maze, not knowing the answers to the questions left unanswered...


Life is but an irony. Don't you agree? Haha :) Whatever. This is senseless. I'm just bored, that's all. :)

Random Emotions

I've becoming so temperamental from the past few days. Haha. :)

Haha. :) I love my seatmates(Aubrei and Francine) and rowmates(Kaila and Loise) and uhhhm, front row mates(Joan, Gem, Andrea, Charisse, Aira) so much. I love Rizal Patrol(Charie, Maro, Karen, Ave, Trixie Cruz, Aji at ang patrol leader naming si Tan). Haha :)

Gosh, But what I hate is that, I'm failing a bunch of quizzes lately. It's not a very good start. Especially, when your distracted by "certain things". Mwahaha.

I've formulated my theory a while ago which is.. a bit, ironic. yeah

LOVE IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL.

Haha. :) Yeaaah.

Me thinks I'm a loseeeerrr!!!!

Waaaah! LOSER. Wah!! I need to make up for my grades in Math. I don't want to suffer the consequences that are regretful in the end.


Waaah. Things I need to CHANGE.

* Self- esteem
* Time Management
* Study Habits
* Laziness

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

LOST

I want to share with you a poem I've written 5 minutes ago.

I feel so lost in this big old place
Feeling so unsure for what’s in store for me
I’m lost in this immense journey
I can’t seem to keep on track
The road is mere bent
The directions are quite bleak
The route is leading me
To a sanctuary full of regret and deceit
Oh the irony it has cast upon me
For what I thought this journey will set me free

Monday, June 26, 2006

Revelation day

Letting YOU go, is the BEST achievement I would have to make;
Nevertheless, I can't...yet.


But I MUST. It's for a GOOD CAUSE. It's for MY OWN GOOD. It's for OUR OWN GOOD.

I know that my life.. would play with my emotions..

But I don't want our friendship to be ruined, just because of SOMEONE who gets in our way, and leave us astray.

So yeah. Sure. Whatever!

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Disabled NO MORE

My right hand is not "on cast" anymore. Whee. Haha. It's just that, it still hurts because I guess it's not used to the exposed environment. Anyway, Today is the showing of High School Musical. I want to watch it so badly, but the problem is WE DON'T HAVE DISNEY CHANNEL. Fudgelooove! Haha. I'm used to saying "fudgelove" now. It prevents me from saying profanity. Whee.

I went to a seminar in preparation for college. Dang I suck when it comes to interviews. Haha :) But that doesn't matter because at least I've realized my weaknesses.

Haha. :) Anyway, I envy Miss Platon. Haha. But I still love her though. While I was reading her post.. I felt so jealous because.. I've never met anyone who NEVER DISPLEASES anyone, UNLIKE HER. It seems as though EVERYBODY LOVES HER. I hope someday, I could be JUST LIKE HER..

Who is loved, gifted, and posseses a kind heart = her loveliness. Haha.

I went to SMF with some bunch of my third year friends. Haha. We played in Tom's World. Saw Miss Malayas, Miss Ngo.. and a lot of other SHSians. Haha. It was FUN. :)

I've commuted all the way home from SMF. Haha. Funny. It was my first time to commute from SMF to BF homes. Haha. It was really tiring. I had to walk all the way from SMF to the flyover and waited for a bus. The streets were, uhh, smelly and polluted. When I got to Batasan, I had to go inside the "palenke" for a trycicle ride home. I was eager to commute. Haha.. and it was really, uhh, an "awakening" experience for me. Whatever. Haha.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Indeed, I Agree

What's Up?

The good news is. The doctor might take out my cast tomorrow. Yeeeey! :)

The bad news is, I'm here to make a corny entry that would be unbearable to read.
PARENTAL GUIDANCE is advised!
Haha.. ngeeee!!!

Anyway.... You'll never realized how important that something... or SOMEONE is... until, you let it/him/her go.

Anyway.. E bakit ako?... kahit anjan naman siya.. narealize ko.... na SOBRANG IMPORTANTE niya. AT MAS NAFEEL KO TALAGA NA SOBRANG IMPORTANTE SIYA when we became distant from each other. Well, were not really that far.. but there are certain things and factors that act like barriers that block us from each other. Lammoyun???

Sobrang miss ko na talaga siya. Bakit ba kung kailan hinahanap mo siya, tiyaka siya magtatago sayo?.. O di kaya'y sobrang willing mo ng makipag usap sa kanya. Minsan pa nga nagiisip ka ng kung ano anong salita na walang kakwenta . tas pag nasa harap na kayo ng isat isa at gusto mo na siya makausap..... wala... blanko utak mo....minsan.... for the sake na makausap mo lang siya.... you'll say ANYTHING that pops into your mind, regardless how stupid or whatever those things are..and then you'll end up saying

FACTSHEEET! bat naman yun ang nasabi ko??!! Haha.. ang senseless... pero di naman gaano masakit yun......

ang masakit dun... kung kailan... naging malapit na siya sa puso mo.... ang tadhana... sadyang pinaglalayo kayo..... LECHE!!!! Hahahaha.. Ewan ko ba.....

ang masakit pa... katulad sa sinabi ko kanina.... sa sobrang hiya mo... napapansin mo na ang mga taong nagiging malapit sa kanya.. magseselos ka... magagalit ka... kahit alam mong... wala namang siyang ginagawang masama..... Ang ironic divaaaah??!!!!

Bakit ba....... tuwing may gusto kang gawin sa buhay mo.... kadalasan... kabaliktaran ang nakatakda sayo????

Bakit ang life NAPAKA IRONIC???!!!!
Bakit ang LOVE???.... sobrang ironic????

The person who thought you HOW TO SMILE is also the person, who'll TEACH YOU HOW TO CRY?!

Bakit ba kailangan ka pang saktan ng tao o bagay na lubusang nagpasaya sayo????!!

Ngeee. A basta. I MISS YOU :)

Monday, June 19, 2006

Happy Birthday Miss Platon | ..and Poj.. and Garfield.. AND JOSE RIZAL

Haha. So, today was the big day. It was my first time to "host" and plan and extravagant "surprise"..errrr...Birthday Surprise. It was for Miss Platon. It turned out to be a riot because we didn't really practice our..uhm..lines,whatever. Haha. And imagine, it was dismissal time eh. Nakakaasar nga kasi Miss Platon was such in a hurry. Nakakainiiis. I was hoping that we could surprise her during lunch time, but we must give way to her advisory class. We were left with the "I can't stay long schedule" so it turned out to be a riot. I EVEN FORGOT TO BRING THE MATCHES. So, nagpapanic na ako kung san makakahagilap ng taong may posporo or lighter. Thanks BL, your such a great help. Anyhow, My hardwork did actually pay off. Medyo nakakaasar nga lang kasi... Miss was in a hurry. =p

Hay... Let's not look at the bad side of it. :) At least her presence made a difference naman e :) And, Hopefully, she apprieciated THE SURPRISE. Whatever :) Sobrang nakakahiya nga kasi people are teasing me all over again. Sheeesssh!!! :

Friday, June 16, 2006

23rd on the 19th

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS PLATON MY LABS :)

On the 19th day of June, Miss Platon will be celebrating her 23 years and 8401(?) days of existence here on earth. Even though she is not our teacher in 4th year anymore, that does not hinder us to make her feel special pn her BIG day.

She is one of my favorite person in the WORLD. Not just THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, but the universe as well. She touched and changed the lives of so many people, including mine.

I appreciate it when she appreciates the things I do for her. Even though there are times, I sense that she feels bothered when I bug her, she keeps me company and I'm thankful for that. She was one of the people, who healed my wound, when I was hurt emotionally because of MY HORRIBLE PAST.

I envy those batches whom she is teaching right now. She teaches in a "simple" manner, but she knows how to make the discussion fun and enriching all at the same time. Besides her ability to teach, I find her ingenious talents amusing.

I'm hoping for an opportunity that she would teach us once more. It's not that I don't like Mrs. Benitez ( I LOVE MRS BENITEZ), It's just that the time we had with her when we were still in juniors is not enough to satisfy us of "being with her". That one year we had with her? It seems that the time we had was so rapid. That one year seems like just one day that passed by. Those days will ALWAYS linger in the memories I WILL ALWAYS REMINISCE.

She was one of the reasons why my Junior Year had been so special :)

She is not just OUR TEACHER, she's AN INSPIRATION, she is TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, a ROLE MODEL who is loved by soooo many people.....

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Belated.. Happy Birthday Charie Kay

Yesterday was the birthday of my beloved friend named Charie Kay. She has been existing here on earth for 15 years. I haven't notice that she was 2 years younger than me before her birthday.. COOL.Haha! :)

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

For Old Times Sake

Today is our 3rd Day of classes. School days tha passed by has been..ok, I guess. It was fine. It's not great and not as bad as well, but, again, its fine.

We've met some of our teachers already.

I like our teachers. I met a lot of new teachers who are cool.

* Mrs. Sulit
* Ms. Tolidanes
* Mrs. Alberto
* Ms. and Mrs. Zeta and Ms Tricia

I also feel the gratitude because we will meet some of our teachers whom we've met before our senior year...

* Mrs. Dino
* Mrs. Benitez
* Mrs. Bernardino
* Ms. Lagud
* Ms. Sabordo
* Ms. Malayas
* Ms. Aniago
* Ms. del Mundo

We haven't really started yet because I guess were still in the "introduction" stage of the subjects. We will encounter new subjects such as TEENSTAR(haha, everyone, well, almost everyone is looking forward to study the particular subject). PHYSICS, ECONOMICS, PROSEC, ACCOUNTING, ANAL GEOM and COLLEGE ALGEB.. (yehes.. sounds like were college students already! haha)

However, the affection that had drawn inside me, is still clinging on those good old days when I was still a Junior.

I REALLY REALLY MISS A LOT FROM MY JUNIOR YEAR and I MUST SAY, IT HAS BEEN A VERY CHALLENGING YET VERY MEMORABLE EXPERIENCE when we were still in third year.

I miss Katarungan so much :( I miss my old seatmates and my other classmates who aren't my classmates anymore.

I miss our teachers before...

I miss Mrs Torralba's gay-ish.. eerieness

I miss Miss Jennifer Jo Platon (aww I wonder how she would do in M.A.) Whatever happened to Miss Galicha?

i miss Miss Aureada and Miss Pacle...

I miss Chemistry and Chem Lab...... :'(

I miss the HEAT..and classroom without aircon :p


Using your left hand when you are actually a right handed person.. is... very risky. NYARR I'm glad that the doctor say that the "breakage" is actually healing.
Yey for me, i CAN WRITE LEGIBLY AGAIN, NO IRRITATING ITCHYNESS ANYMORE and CLEAN my awfully "yucky" hand. The doctor might and hopefully would take the cast out after 2 weeks.

.. I'm confused with my club. I'm not yet sure kasi if I would be able to join the 2nd audition for the PEP squad. But if my doctor does not allow me to audition on the day when the day of the auditions, then I would choose the new club, which is the FILM CLUB. gaah. My fate depends upon my condition. =|

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Senior

Whoa... I, or we rather, are officially SENIORS on the 5th day of June. That sucks. I can't take off the idea from my mind that we will officially encounter THE DAYS and NIGHTS of sweat, tears, blood and lack of sleep(or sleeping during classes rather).

Pamayanan is my section. GOODLUCK ON WRITING THAT ON YOUR PAPERS. It's long. So you better cooperate and bear with me LEFTY. Hah!! Remember, your friend RIGHTY is on hiatus right now.

I'm looking forward to some of my classmates who will be my classmates for the first time, and looking forward to some of the oldies as well. Hahs! :)

Looking forward to our new teachers... and subjects (UGH?)

Haha :)


I miu

Thursday, June 01, 2006

SM Mall of Asia

It was my first time to go there yesterday. The place is HUGE..and long. My mom told me that the mall should have opened last January but unfortunately, there was this sort of crack that they have to fix. Anyway, I was so eager and I was really looking forward to going there before summer ends. My feet were killing me when we got home.

On our way home, I was bored in the car and I took some pictures. Let me show you one of the pictures that I took.

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A view of the sunset at BayWalk, Roxas Blvd.