Updates

We are savoring the moment of having a semestral break for one week.

I was not able to update here yet because of our exams, our Bagiuo trip... in short.. MY HECTIC SCHEDULE.

Right now.. I'm suffering from BOREDFEST DISEASE.

My mom did not let me go out with my friends because she won't be around. She will be in Vigan for 5 days.
Lets look on the bright side, SHE ALLOWED ME TO HAVE A SLEEPOVER HERE AT MY HOUSE WITH MY FRIENDS.

Last Friday..........
It was the last day of our examinations.
Most of us played the guessing and iniminimineymo.. during the PINOY TEST.. and so with some of the numbers of our Trigonometry test.
Some of us saw our exam test in Chemistry. Mrs. Torralba was so nice to give us an easy test. Fortunately, most of us passed the exam.

My friend Gem was here too. We watched White Chicks, oredered Mcdonalds, went online, and of course VANITY STRIKES AGAIN.

Our pics are posted at my multiply site

Bagiuo.. HERE WE COME
We woke up at about 4 am because we had to leave early. We stop by NLEX(North Luzon Express Way) to eat our breakfast there. We also met some of our relatives there.
While we were on the way to Bagiuo, I was asleep in the car because I was bored and I slept late. When I don't feel sleepy anymore, I would bring out my cellphone and have my vain moments. I had fun with my relatives especially with my cousin, although sometimes, she seems to be self centered and she always grabs attention. We can't blame her. She's only 2 Years old.

OVERPROTECTIVENESS.
I know my parents are concerned and caring but sometimes I feel like their being protective is going way too far. Sometimes I feel that their grip is becoming too tight. I would think that.. I would not learn how to commute if they don't let me commute all by myself. Sometimes I feel that overprotectiveness stops me from growing up.

=p

Oh Well.. Might as well appreciate it.. because.. I guess I will miss their overprotectiveness when they are not by my side anymore.

SITE UNDERCONSTRUCTION

Miss Cruz and the Exams

We had a birthday bash for our ever so loving principal, Miss Cecilia Cruz. We were fascinated by the presentations of the presentors yesterday. Ate Paoskie and Ate Paula were the hosts. The presentors were the Aglaia and Pep dancers, the Forte Impromptu, The Glee Club Members, and of course THE FACULTY.

The Glee Club sang a wonderful song about how Miss Cruz loves being a girl I guess. The Aglaia and Pep.. they recited a poem. JOKE. They danced. The Forte Impromptu presented a Balagtasan on how they compare Miss Cruz to the circular and so sweetr bibingka. Some of the teachers sang a wonderful song. The others teachers danced. THEY WERE ADORABLE. Especially Mrs. Torralba, Miss Aniago, Miss Casimiro, MISS AUREADA!!!! hahahaha! :) Sir Flores sang a song. He also gave Miss Cruz a box of cake and a rose(?).....

Miss Lagud prepared a wonderful Powerpoint Presentation. Miss Platon read the contents of the Ppt. Presentation. She reads and sings well. HAHAHAHA!


We had our examinations a while ago.
The AP test was OK.. I got confused with the blank map and the numbering of events.
My GOSH! I didn't have a calculator a while ago for the Pricing Chart in our Entrep Test. I wasn't able to pass my Geom Index Card. My stupidity reigns right now. UGH. =( I bet all my answers in that Pricing Chart are wrong. ='(. S*itness.

I must indulge myself with all the CHEM RELATED THINGS that we have to study for the test. I SHALL NEVER FLUNKED THIS TEST OR ELSE..

I don't have notes in MEDIA AW.

We received our VOICES a while ago. It was very interesting indeed.
Andami ngang JACKPOT eh.

I'm Glad at the same time Stressed

Waah. We're going to have our exams already. I need to memorize so many things.

Woohoo.

AP
Roman Empire
Teutons
Charlemaigne
Julius Caesar
Emperors
BLABLABLA

English
Tenses
Direct Speech
tsuvachuchu
THANK GOODNESS THE POEMS ARE NOT INCLUDED.

Chem
Stoicheometry
Molecular Geom
Vol, Pressure, Temp
BALANCING EQUATION!!!! (NOOO! i hate that! =p)

Geom
Triangles and stuff.. Geom is kinda easy actually

Trigo
LOG!

CL
Sins! Temptation! Morality chuchuchu

Pinoy
Noli Me Tangere, Panghalip, Pang-Uri, Pangalan
THANK GOODNESS jose protacio mercado rizal alonzo y realonda is not included! HAHAHA

What else?

Entrep
SWOT ANALYSIS, Environmental Scanning, Marketting achuchuchu

I guess that's all. HAHAHA.

Piece of Cake. NOT!

I can finally rejoice right now for I have finished my Media Aw and Computer Project. HAHAHAHA! Woohoo.
I'm also done with the Comex and pagsasanay. What I need to do.. is study for my exams (BUMMER)

Its French Time

This message is for.. dfjkdmekjdnnlksiasknfjmsaekmdrdkl ksjskdokdkln klmndspkndldkatkmdondls:) This person is someone who makes me feel at ease whenever I feel *** presence around. I'm thankful because even though.. SOBRANG KULIT KO pinagtiyatiyagaan mo pa rin ako.
Even though you think I'm strange, eerie or even an alien..

You still accept me for who I am.

I'm so glad.. that you're my friend.

I hope nothing would tear our FRIENDSHIP apart..

Merci de me faire la sensation à l'aise toutes les fois que je sens votre présence autour de moi je t'aime tellement.

its all about SCHOOL and THIRD YEAR

We've got two projects left. I'm too lazy to do them. WAAH. I absolutely abhor FLOWCHARTS. Nyarrr. The project in Media Log is OK. But I'm too lazy to do the flowchart project thing. HAHAHA.I can't see the point why we have to study these things. =P I don't have plans of becoming a computer programmer someday. Anyway.. I don't want to bash about this topic anymore. It is giving me a headache.

Due to our upcoming examinations.this would probably be the last day where in I will be surfing the net, check out my Friendster, update my blog, chat thorugh YM.. etc.etc.

Goodluck to me everybody who will be taking their exams. And for the teachers who will be checking our papers. LOL.

The HORROR

We wore dress in school a while ago because of the Mary-like dressing. Eeek. It feels so uncomfortable wearing skirt and heels. Speaking of high heeled shoes. I destroyed my sandals-slash-shoes a while ago. HAHAHA. It can already talk. (LOL) Get the Picture?!

Thank goodness we're done with our Practical test in Music. Nyahahaha.

What else?!..

Next week is going to be our exams week.
magsusunog na ako ng kilay

which means.. I'll have extra time in studying for our exams.

I must exert efforts on these tests and do my VERY BEST so that I can get a high grade for the second quarter. I might flunk Chemistry this quarter. Gosh I'm so stupid.

Most of my grades in the second quarter are low actually. I feel stressed out! Really stressed out. WAAAH.
I'm becoming crankier and crankier everyday. It's because of the stress and pressure that I feel right now.

WAAAH. So many things to keep in mind. So many formulas to recall.
OOOHHHKEEEEEIII.?!

Yahoo. Chill-Out period. Gimmik time before classes start again. We should enjoy to the fullest before the sembreak ends.

QuickQuiz

I took a test in one of the sites that my friend recommended last night.
I took my mood swing test and it actually describes me. =P

Danica, your mood tends to swing between Enthusiastic & Uneasy.

Most of the time you feel enthusiastic as evidenced by your positive outlook on life and your high levels of energy. When you feel uneasy, your outlook tends to be negative and you spend considerable energy dwelling on your negative feelings and emotions. Your uneasy nature causes you to get worked up over every negative aspect of your life.

When you experience the ups and downs of mood swings, the most important thing to remember is that you're not alone. Everyone—even the calmest individual—is liable to fly off the handle now and again.

Ever shouted at a loved one for no apparent reason? Had a bad day at work, just because? Or found yourself ricocheting between happiness and sadness? Getting your mood swings under control is no easy feat, but once you know what to look for, they can be surprisingly predictable and manageable.

O Diba?

Wahahahaha. :)

...

TGIF once again

Woohoo. At last... It's already weekend. So, that means.. I would be able to rest again!! woohoo. OH. We have to do our com-ex and our take home experiment........

THATS ALRIGHT. What the heck? At least we are not in school the whole day right?

Tomorrow is the last day of our Sat class in Geometry. We will review for our exams. Alright.

I really "lurve" Mrs. Dino. I don't want to compare anymore. HAHAHA.

Mrs. Dino gives us the chance to have an extremely high grade in Geometry. She's serious.. but fun. I like her personality. Her "pagiging ambisyosa". Haha! :) She energizes us and eagers us to learn more about Geom.

I was not online last night because I finished my Media Log. Thank God. I got a plus three. Yipee.
I had a bad temper a while ago during Chem. I hate my grades. I got insecure when I saw the scores of my classmates. Especially the scores of Paula and Anna V. WHOA. Their averages were all 100. WHOA.

Hay. Good thing during dismissal, there were some people who made me feel at ease. The bliss I felt conquered the wrath that I felt a while ago. ;) THANKS. Good thing I have my friends who make me feel at ease at times when I feel like I couldn't handle anything anymore. The pain inside me whenever I'm not in the mood lessens with every little things I do for them and they do for me too. Its a give and take relationship. I thank GOD for giving me as friends that serve as instrument of his love and his blessings. I wish I serve as a blessing for them too.

Stressed Out

GREAT. I had goosebumps and I almost cried when we discussed something about DEATH in Health. Our topic in Pinoy was Araw ng Patay.

WOW.

What seems to be similar with the two subjects? ... edi KAMATAYAN slash DEATH.

I have a phobia with DEATH.. and I simply abhor DEATH. Wahaha. But you know, I must get over it. Everyone has a limit of their existence here on earth. We should be ready at times like this. We can never predict when DEATH comes our way.

WHAT THE HECK AM I TALKING ABOUT HERE. Let us change topic N-O-W!!

Third Year is ONE HELL OF A " NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE "

I'm so stressed out with all these assignments, projects and quizzes.

guess what? we will be having a quiz in CHEM, ENGLISH, TRIGO and AP tomorrow. I havent even studied for these subjects because I'm totally confuse with our logarithm chuvaness assignment right now.

WHEN is the DEADLINE of the MEDIA LOG?! On Thursday. How many entries have I finished?
5.. I think?.. I might be cramming because I need MORE TIME on studying for our MAJOR SUBJECTS.

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Eating and Dancing.

These activities diminish the paranoia that is bottled up inside my mind... and MY WHOLE BEING.
When you dance, with the movements you make, the calories you lose can be similar to the anxieties, pressures and worries that you diminish when you move to the groove. when you shake your a....... BOOTY.
HAHAHAHA! When it comes to EATING.. The scrumptious food is like the bounty we receive each day. When we eat, its like counting the blessings we take and receive each day. And when we feel full after we eat our grace (food) we realize that we are given so many blessings that we should be thankful for.

What Significance?

caution: this entry will be ununderstandable for those who do not know me that much.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

and for those who know my DEEPEST DARKEST SECRET whom I TRUST I GUESS.

You'll have a hint on what this is all about.

When I woke up this morning I had this strange feeling that this day would be significant for me.
WHY? I don't know. It's for me to find out at the end of the day. I finally found what I've been looking for during........... WHAT?.. F*** **! Haha.(Just.. too bulgar for numbers and words. HAHAHA!)
What happened that time. OH YEAH. The "****" scenario. Eek. =X. Everytime I walk right up to

I just couldnt shut up my BIG MOTORMOUTH. Wahahaha. Every word that pops in my mind simply comes out of my mouth whenever.. ikhfdmnkldhneafjdrkifdsmldknildkhnsspjkdhkhlkshlasklndantnldkobnskn.
Go figure!!

OH MEDIA LOG. Hahaha. My project is jam-packed of critisms and songs from Disney Movies . LOL.

sick

I missed a lot today.
I hate being sick.

I had my diarrhea and my fever today.
Yeah. I was so moody and irritable.

I missed school.

I MISSED MISS PLATON'S KOKOLOGY SESSION.
I MISSED OUR QUIZ IN PINOY which is UTTERLY easy because ITS NOT NOLI ME TANGERE.
I MISSED OUR QUIZ IN P.E.
I MISSED OUR EXPERIMENT IN CHEM.

I need a make up quiz in P.E. and a make up experiment in CHEM.

ARGH. I hate this day. =X

I still feel friggin sick right now.

Dreaming of You

I'm having eerie dreams lately?
Last Friday and Thursday too.
Is it a premonition?
Or a dream that is just a dream?
Or.. is it contradicting my future?
OR a SIGN that THAT PERSON knows my secret!!! :O

FIRST DREAM
why are you doing this to me?
I'm just your *toot*
WHY..do you keep on following me?
what is it do you from me?
*cries*

SECOND DREAM
you have a word with me!
I NEED TO TALK TO YOU LATER
*in a VERY FURIOUS TONE

THIRD DREAM
Come Here..
I HAVE A BROKEN FAMILY..
and MY MOM HAS CANCER
*cries*
Me: Dont Cry.. I mean.. CRY.. crying can lessen the pain you feel right now.. I understand you. :(

The third dream?.. What if. it is ACTUALLY TRUE?


Im currently tuning to this song right now.
It reminds me of my dreams at night.
HAHAHA.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I’m dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I’ll be holding you tight
And there’s nowhere in the world I’d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and i
Wonder if you know I’m there (am I there, am i? )
If you looked in my eyes would you see what’s inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day (wait for the day)
To take the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do

I’ll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I’ll be holding you tight
And there’s nowhere in the world I’d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Corazón
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
Como te necesito
Mi amor, como te extraño
(translation:
Sweetheart
I can’t stop thinking of you
How I need you
My love, how I miss you)

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can’t believe
That you came up to me and said I love you
I love you too

Now I’m dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow (till tomorrow) and for all of my life
And there’s nowhere in the world I’d rather be
Than here in my room
Dreaming with you endlessly

Tired but still RECKLESS

I'm feeling tired but still IM RECKLESS. I just can't get a hold of myself. AAAH.
Her voice keeps playing on my head. AH. 2 days of waiting in vain. HAHAHA. How stufid. It's really stufid. HAHAHAHA.
I'm having weird thoughts tonight due to the PARANOIA.. and the EERIE WEAKNESS that is bottled up inside me right now. Hihihi. I cried. YES I DID. OH. FOR THE WRATH OF MY AURORA CALCULATOR COMBINED WITH CHEMISTRY = MELANCHOLY. OH MELANCHOLY. Sweet MELANCHOLY. GOSH. =P

I DO MY BEST. BUT MY BEST IS NOT ENOUGH.
"LACK OF BEST"???
is there SUCH TERM? hahaha.

*INVENT MODE*

HOPELESSNESS..

NEED NOT OF HOPELESSNESS.

* breath in.. breath out. Hmmm Ahhhhhhh Hmmm Ahhhhhh

FOR THERE IS HOPE. RIGHT? RIGHT?

..EXAMS NEXT NEXT WEEK,

ACT NOW. =p PREPARE FOR THE AVENGING WORDS YOUR ABOUT TO SEE IN THE MIMEOGRAPH SHEETS OF CHEMISTRY.


Lets go to THE OTHER DIMENSION.. THE ENGLISH DIMENSION.

home reading report. HEAD POUNDING.

"_______________"
now what. I can't find a sentence that reminds me of an event. or reminds me of me. ? I CAN'T EVEN RELATE TO THE CONTEXT OF THE STORY.

HAHAHAHA. :)

PARANOIA. :p

IT NEVER CEASED. :P

IT HUNTS AND CREEPS AT NIGHT.

THATS WHY.. IM BECOMING.............

IMSOMIAC.

Pure INSANITY

I missed a lot during my absence yesterday. I wasn't able to see what Miss Platon approved for my term paper. I wasn't able to see the results of my Career Awareness Test. I wasn't able to join the Amazing Race that was held during our club time yesterday. I haven't had a glimpse of her ethereal beauty.

I gotta be honest, I'm having this strange feeling that I am a REJECT from our class. Guess What, When I texted some of our classmates what they did and what the assignments are..
I HAVEN'T GOT ANY REPLIES FROM ANY OF THEM.

I don't want to to be this way. maybe I'm just being paranoid and stressed again. Maybe just maybe. Some people DO ACTUALLY care anyway. ;)


TODAY....

My INSECURITY striked again.

IRONY would always be there. I would tell to people.. HEY. .. we are all DIFFERENT but still EQUAL in the eyes of GOD right?..
and then suddenly I would realize.. im the one who's contradicting my own statement about EQUALITY.
I'm the one who would start to feel JEALOUS or INSECURE because I would feel.. UGLY.. or.. something like.. TALENTLESS..
worthless..
BRAINLESS even
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM FELLING THIS WAY
HOW IRONIC

Paranoia?.. Maybe.
Stressed? COULD BE.
random WEIRD THOUGHTS. ..CLOSE ENOUGH.
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I had a notification letter that I have to double my efforts in CHEM (No doubt about that..) AP and.... WOW. English. The average of my quizzes are SO LOW. One of my quizzes was even ZERO. This is something I SHOULDNT BE PROUD OF. (Well DUH!) Stupid Me.

Tears pour down from my luminous eyes when my mom started to reprimand me again. I felt the pressure that's bottled up inside me. I cried because I want to RELEASE the pressure within.

in other news.. on the bright side..

I've already finished reading my BOOK REPORT for the FIRST TIME IN HISTORY. Afterall, I need to work hard because I NEED TO DOUBLE MY EFFORTS IN ENGLISH. I won't be procrastrinating anymore so I would be able to double check my work and I would be able to think positively with regards to my grades =p

You've got a friend in me

Gosh. I hate having my period, my cough and my colds ALL AT THE SAME TIME. I wasn't in the mood to study and listen to our teachers because of contageous diseases. Surprisingly, I was so attentive during class discussions. I understood our lesson in Chem. I was eager enough to listen to Miss Aniago's discussion of Noli Me Tangere. We will be having a quiz tomorrow. I must make this quiz high because the score of my previous quiz was utterly low. UGH.

We went back to Boystown Marikina a while ago for our Outreach with the little children. CORRECTION: naughty little children. THEY ARE SO SPOILED and so ENERGETIC. My condition got worse. Yung inaalagaan ko pa dekwat ng dekwat ng kung ano2ng pagkain kung kani kanino. Binigyan ko na nga siya ng food tas sasabihin sa iba.. Hindi ko pa siya pinapakain.
But we need to understand their condition anyway. They're not like us. Some of them don't go to school. Unlike us, we learn a lot even though we are suffering from the "atrocious fist" of CHEM and GEOMETRY and TRIGO and.. all of the other subjects we have. They don't have parents I guess. :( So, we must understand them too. Iba kasi sitwasyon nila sa sitwasyon natin. It's not everyday.. kung saan, makakain rin sila ng pagkain at makakabili sila ng story books, coloring books at crayons so.. kailangan rin natin maconceptualize ang kanilang sitwasyon. SO YUN. =)

Ang saya kaninang cleaning at Chem kasi nag sign si Mrs. Torralba for our English Campaign. During dismissal, the cleaners HANA DEKA who are a.k.a. US.. cleaned with MISS SABORDO. OMG. Ang saya. I'm so thankful because she spends her time cleaning and helping us out. :) We even received praises from Miss Sabordo after cleaning which is really nice. :) GRABE. love ko na talagang adviser si MISS SABORDO :)

Mystery

nakakaines tong araw na toh. ARGH. Gusto ko pa naman ng cheesecake. Sabi ng nanay ko.. bebake niya sana ako ng cheesecake tapos nung humingi ako.. TINAMAD NA SIYA. Nakakaines. Sakit sakit na nga ng puson ko tas lalo pa ako nabadtrip dahil sa SOBRANG INGGIT ko sa cheesecake ni MRS. DINO. HAHAHA. ANYWAY.

Let us look at the bright side..
MAY BRIGHT SIDE NGA BA ANG ARAW NA TOH.

AH. oo. KANINA. hahaha. Nakakatawa talaga si **** ******. HAHAHA. basta. ang saya saya nun.
Tapos.. gumawa pa kami ng mga alias..

ako si TRICIA PAXTON
si MEG (gem)
at si KAY (charie)

WALA LANG. Balak namin gumawa ng book with those aliases. HAHAHA.

About the term paper..
MASIYADONG GENERAL ang TOPIC ko as in.

HMMM.. Pano ka kaya makakaisip ng certain questions for term papers like..

CANDIES AND CHOCOLATES?

DANCING?

BUBBLES? (BAT KO BA NAISIPAN YANG TOPIC NA YAN)

MCDO? (how did mcdo spread worldwide kaya?)

INTERNET?! hahahaha

GOSH. Masyadong general.

We'll be having our OUTREACH tomorrow. I'm excited to meet the children, I love kids. :) hahaha. Even though they get so bratty at times. :P KIDS WILL ALWAYS BE KIDS and there is nothing we can do about that. :P I was once a kid, I WAS A TOTAL BRAT. Until now, I'm still a KID at HEART and still a TOTAL BRAT.

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BAKIT BA AKO NASASAKTAN?
KAHIT ALAM KO NAMANG.. WALA AKONG KARAPATAN? :(

I guess I flunked CHEM again because of my STUPIDITY. pffft. :(

SORRY.. my brain is not always CHEM RELATED. lol

ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
LIKE WHAT CASPER SAID
CAN I KEEP YOU?