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I'm a little bored right now, so I decided to blog hop first. I'm taking a break from my "stresstors" right now, a.k.a. SCHOOL-"work". Yeah. It's af if we still have classes right now because of the works that were left for us. :p
Anyway, I stumbled across one of my favorite blogs a.k.a. THE THESIS STATEMENT, and out of curiosity and boredom, I started reading her past entries.. and I found this

An entry from Miss Platon's blog, Date written: March 31,2006 :)

"Call me cheezy, I don't care"

"To all my students, I appreciate everything! I honestly wished that the day (or should I say the schoolyear? Hehe) would never end. All the gifts, the hugs, the well-wishes were all very much appreciated. I will keep them with me always :) I wish I could keep you all there with me, too, so we could all be together, hanging out, having fun, and of course learning at the same time. From each other of course :) I've learned so much from you guys, as much as I hope you've learned from me, too :) You made this year such an amaaaazing year. Nothing can compare to it, really.

I dread going back to school on Monday and finding the school empty. It's going to be so weeiiirrrddd... :/ *sigh*

I still have so much to say, but again, I fear that words will not be able to contain the overwhelming greatness of emotion I am feeling right now.

*HUG* - just let this say what I feel :)

Once again, my dear ladies, thank you. The schoolyear is finally over, but I hope the memories and lessons that we learned, taught, and shared won't ever be :)"


AWWW! :( Those words she muttered made me cry. :( Even though, I'm already a senior student, I still can't help but miss those good old days I had when I was still in Third Year. Even though, I had my crappiest grades during that year, I, for one, considers it to be one of the most memorable years I had in SHS. I miss my classmates and I miss some of our teachers who aren't our teachers anymore.
I miss Chem and Mrs. Torralba's wacky and dramatic personality. ;) I miss Miss Pacle and her kwentos.. I miss World History with Miss Canivel, P.E. and Health with Miss Aureada, The ever so perky and sweet Miss Galicha who is now teaching in college ;) and of course, Literature, Fragements, Run-ons, William Shakespeare and KOKOLOGY SESSIONS with Miss Platon; nevertheless, I'm currently enjoying my senoir life as well. Kahit na nagkakanda lasug lasug na utak ko sa Math, Physics, Econ, Accounting at English, I still manage to smile and be happy. :) Haha! :) My teachers and classmates are the best. :) Pero siyempre, I'm still having a hard time of letting go of the past.

No Classes

Hurraah! :) Walang pasok ngayon. Haha, however, the teachers bombarded us with so much work to do. Oh Well. My mom is forcing me to finish my appication forms and to finish the essays needed for the application. Tapos may schoolworks pa. Haaaay-ness! Haha!

Anyway, I feel so happy to receive messages from a distant friend. Haha! :) She told me that one of these days she would be able to visit us. YEHEEY! :) I MISS YOU MISS AUREADA ;)

..Sana bukas walang pasok ulit! ;)

Sunday :|

This is unlike the usual Sundays I had before. All day long. I was thinking about the quizzes we are about to have, how I should improve my performance and grades in Math (College Algeb),Pinoy,Physics. WHOA! Speaking of Physics.. We had our last one standing.. Shocks. Sobrang I find that day, pressuring.. at akala ko.. OK NA SANA. Kasi naman, ok na sana yung quiz ko sa Comp, tapos, nasira kasi.. ayaw mag add nung sa EXCEL Practical Test namin. O_o.. Tapos yung last one standing.. shocks! I was the last one standing! Haha! :) Nakakatakot talaga yun.. malas ko nun kasi, di talaga ako nag aral the day before. Hahaha! It goes to show how lazy I am, and I should refrain from it by now. :P Grabe, naalala ko rin yung kinwento ni Miss Tolidanes sa blog thing. Haha! :) I must be careful with the entries I make.. baka mamaya di ko kasi namamalayan na nakakasakit pa ako ng tao. Plus, ayoko na magkaroon ng kaso just because of an entry. Sabi pa ni Miss, pwede ka raw mademanda because of.. something something that has to do with destroying reputation ekek. Basta yun! OH NOO. Anyway, ngayon, I was stuck at home all day, and I tried to finish reading my book report. Fortunately, I succeeded. :) Haha. I'm also done with my vague report. Haha! :) For the sake of my classmates na gusto magka plus, kasi LOVE KO SILA. (yehes!) I'm not really opt for the plus, pero its the least I can do for those who really deserve it. :) Tska, kahit papano makakabenefit na rin naman ako sa sarili ko. Haha! Aun.. ang saya pala yesterday kasi buong araw ako sa SMF with Suzie at Bianca. Tapos, kinakalkal ko yung phone ni Bianca, tapos gumawa kami ng movies.. ndi nya alam na may ganon sa phone niya. Haha! Tapos, ang tagal naming nakatambay sa Starbucks, tapos kung kani kaninong mga names ginamit namin. AHAHAHA! :) Sayaaa! OH NOOO!! Anyway, our UPCAT is next week na. Apparently, I'm so not prepared. Grabe. SOBRANG PRESSURED NA AKO! hahaha! :) But I still remain happy. :) Haha! Ay ang saya ko nung Saturday kasi, I discovered something that inspired me to study more! ;) Haha! :) Thank you talaga sobra!! :) Saya pala kanina sa church kasi nakatabi ko si Pola :) I thank God kasi binigyan niya ako ng sign na makakapunta pa ako sa church, nung nag stop yung ulan, tas nagkita pa kami ni Pola! hehehe! :)

I'm so bombarded with so many things to do.. and so many things, that make me anxious. Haha. Hindi ko alam kung nasan na yung calculator ko na tinadtaran ko ng love notes. Naiwan ko pa noteboook ko sa ANAL Geom at may assignment dun, and I failed to take note of it. WAAAH! I feel so irresponsible! inalis ko muna yung YM ko kasi temptation sa pag aaral ko! :) Haha. I'll be temporarily nerdy for now. I need to improve my grades!! sobra! Hahaha!!!

Life, as we all know it

I think friendster is telling me something with regards to what I am actually experiencing right now.

From my FRIENDSTER HOROSCOPE
If you haven't given yourself the chance to get used to new changes, do it now.
There's a lot of pressure on you today, but the one who's pushing so hard is you! Lately, you've been way too difficult on yourself, and you should stop and realize that you're doing your thing in your own way -- and that's good enough. Part of this stress may be due to the changes that have been happening in your life, so address that issue. If you just give yourself time to get used to the newness around you, you'll start to relax again.


I'm jampacked with things that leads myself to underpressure right now considering the fact that I'll be taking an exam for college, I'm having diffculties in some of my subjects, being pressured with the appiclation forms, and other factors that are making me stressful. I've experienced change wherein, I'm having a hard time moving on, but somehow, little by little, I realized that I'm quite accepting the fact, that its "through". Sometimes, we must learn to sacrifice because we don't get all the things we want in this unsatisfied world of ours.

Anyway, this MIGHT be the last time I will be blogging for this month. I have a lot of things to prioritize. I must occupy my time for studying so that I will be able to catch up with our lessons, and at the same time pass the "oh so almost deadly entrance exams".

ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA RHEAPAZ BERNARDO DE GUZMAN.. on the 26th day of July ;)

Retreat @ Capuchin, Batangas

Alright. Since all of the sections in 4th year are done with their retreats in Capuchin Batangas, let me evaluate. :)

The place was nice. :) The place was "European Inspired" that's why it seemed as if you didn't have the retreat in the Philippines. That's what you see on the outside of the building, but when you go inside, the pathways are confusing and the rooms are small. My butt does not fit when I was in between the cabinet and the ladder while going down from my bed. (yes, our bed was double decker! Haha. first time ko matulog sa double decker) Sa totoo lang, natatakot pa ako kasi walang harang tas baka mahulog ako. Haha Funny. :p

Our room was beside our CL teacher's room so we had encountered countless sermons from her. XP However, I find her nice. Haha. Wala lang.. :)

Ayun nga. :) Hmmm, The retreat was,at least for me, it was OK. I can't say it's great and I can't also say that its bad, BUT IT WAS OK. :) Ayun nga, I enjoyed jamming with the songs kasi.. and I was one of those people who was very active when it comes to sharing and stuff. Yeah, kaso mayroon ding moments na, I was not able to control my eyelids from closing. Kahit nag coffee pa ako. Asuuus! :p Feel na feel ko rin yung mga reflections pero, I feel that something is missing, and something.. was not enough. (?)

Ayun. The food were scrumptious talaga. Haha! Grabe, wala lang ang sarap. :)

Pag uwi, nanuod kami ng Scary Movie 2. Siyempre, nakakahiya kay Teacher Apple and Mrs.Sulit. Yun ba naman ang panoorin mo in front of your teachers. Ang awkward ng feeling. Haha! :)

Simple Things Can Make Me Happy Afterall

* Talking to the people I miss makes me utterly happy.
* Receiving a compliment from a person, you've touched makes me feel touched as well. :)
* Scrumptious food make me happy and healthy at the same time
* Listening to songs I like soothes my soul. ;)
* Fast Downloading is not often happening
* Complimenting a person with a nice work can make you feel better ;)
* Entertaining oneself can be pretty entertaining :D
* Realizing that you've cried over a petty thing.. makes you laugh
* doing something you are scared of makes you feel like a winner :)
* dancing keeps me sane. it drive away the worries and anxieties that's bottled up inside
* thinking that there are 80% of the people in this world care for you :)


...AHAHAHA. So right now, I feel much better :)

071906

Yeah, today is the day of my second birthday! Haha. Birthdays are not just days when we are born. This are ALSO ates that are considered significant for us. Today is not really the day when I was born, but today is the I will celebrate my 1 year anniversary of having :). Hahaha. Having :) in a manner that, this person, did something "extraordinary" that made me truly happy. :)

NO, this is not an BF/GF anniversary.. (yuck anlabo)
but I still consider this day special.

kaso yung mismong nagpasignificant ng araw na toh, sadyang making paasa talaga. Haha.

Alam mo yung feeling ko ngayon?!.. I'm feeling so ambivalent with what I am deciding to do with "this" person. Balak ko nga.. sabihin talaga sa kanya yung nafeefeel ko within. At least, for me, I know that it would actually make me feel better. Wala naman kasi kamalay malay yung tao na, "I feel that way towards you". It's not easy to admit it to that person, kasi siyempre.. the result is just merely unpredictable. Tska mahirap din naman kasi nga, youre becoming distant from that person. tas baka mas maging distant pa kami pag tinuloy ko yung balak kong gawin. Buti nga offline na siya ngayon. Kasi I can't stand the feeling na mag oonline siya, tapos di naman siya magpaparamdam pag kinausap ko.. parang feeling ko.. pinapaasa lang niya ako. Ang masaklap pa, sayo, that person acts as if that person is busy, pero sa iba.. hindi naman. Kayo na nga yung malayo sa isa't isa, tas lalo pang lumalayo just because of a communcation barrier. YM na nga lang yung way of keeping in touch niyo kasi pag nagkikita kayo busy naman siya.. tapos.. masisira pa yun.

I know, this entry might seem so pointless to you my dear readers(kung meron mang nagbabasa) pero basta yun!

Happy Birthday Louise Algeli Noroña & Paula Jianelli Melgajero(?) Lao :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to those 2 people who are so dear and special to me :)

Umiyak si Pola kanina, awww! :)

Haha! :) Tas natapakan ko si Lolo (sorry Lolo)

Ang weird ng araw na ito. I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad about it., but what's dominating is my happiness, especially when I saw the look on Pola's face when we surprised her. :) Tska, sana naman napasaya ko rin si Loise kasi naalala ko siya, at shempre. I made something for her too. :)

I love my friends. :) I want to make them feel special.. Grabeness, lalo na ngayon at 4th year na ako, wherein I'm about to bid goodbye (hopefully) to my alma matter.

Bukas is a very special day for me. Why?! :) Kasiiii, bastaaa! Hahaha! :) The people who know me very well, know why tomorrow is a very significant day for me.

Natural High :)

Mikee has already updated his blog! Haha! :) Wala lang! :) I'm a big fan of him kasi. yucks! :)

Yesterday, My mom, my yaya and I watched Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest! :) The film was thrilling and it never bore me. :) It is fun to watch. Jack Sparrow a.k.a Johnny Depp played his character well. :) Believe me, it's worth watching. I just cried when *toot*. Just watch the film will you! Haha! :)

I also watched The Lake House last week in Gateway. Demmit! It was such a.. uhm, cheezy film, haha! but it was good. :) I wonder how the filmmaker thought of the plot. Haha! :)

Sayang, I haven't watched Superman yet but hopefully I would be able to watch sometime. I am really anticipating the moment wherein I would be able to watch Mr. Brandon's hotness uncut. Haha! :) Wala lang. Its as if everybody (well almost everybody) is swooning over his hotness so, curiosity sets in.

I'm having a difficult time in my so called "senior life" so far. Especially with Math and Economics. Poor Me!! :| I have not done my essay for Ateneo yet. and that goes to show I'm lazy I am in setting my priorities. I'm not even half way with the pages of my book report. Haha! AAAH the art of procrastination.. yeah! Whatever! :)

Eyo Cappuchin-oh!

Here's a picture of our Trip to Europe. Hahaha! :) We had our recollection in Europe. Hahaha! Naaah. Just kidding! :)

This picture is the reco house where we stayed in. It is the Cappuchin Retreat House located in Lipa, Batangas.

Haha. It's as if we took the picture in Europe right? Haha! :)

The retreat was so much fun. I can't go on furthur with the details yet. Haha! :)

I can't yet. :) But next time, I will share my insights and stuff.. and yeah. When everybody's done "retreating" :)